Nov 02, 2006 15:50
I wish things would slow down. I'm missing too much. And, I'm quite exhausted. So, it doesn't help with someone makes some comment about something that was going on nearly eight years ago, and many others can read it. It just reminds me of how successful a certain person was when it came to making me out to be the bad guy and to pushing me to my tolerance limits. It's bullshit and not fair, but I guess it shouldn't matter anymore because I'm happy now, and none of it makes a difference. Also, people I know would probably never care, and most of them were not exposed or briefly exposed to his manipulation of me. Nevertheless, it was an unhappy reminder, and I'm furious that it feels as though I can never fully get away from the damage that certain someone caused.
Okay, that feels better. Maybe this posting thing has more benefits afterall.