Well Abby will be here soon and i couldnt be more excited. Work is getting tyring but i wil survive. I just wish i could get candy to understand what im trying to say sometimes i dont even know how to express stuff any more. I MEAN I JUST END UP BABBLING SOME STUFF OUT AND END UP SCREWING MYSELF OVER IN THE LONG RUN Im sorry candy i love you im sorry about last night i just want you to know you are my fire my one desire desireeeeeeebackstreet boys lmao> but any ways with out you i am nothing but head trauma victim i love you in my own sic lil ways and i can not wait till our child gets here it will be the best i love you and i know you will read this