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Man I am so scared though, about my current situation. What will I do? I dont want to lose all my belongings, my art, things my grandparents who are now gone gave to me... my photos and my bed...
I dont want to be homeless in the cold, with no working car and unable to land a job in this shit hole town.
I am afraid. im so scared. What is going to become of me?
I just... wanted the oppertunity... to try .. to work and prove myself... to give it all Ive got, to have a roof of my own over my head, with food in my belly...
Not homeless or starving... not jobless with no car.
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO COMPLICATED!!!??? why is everything always seemingly working against me?
I mean it isnt like I am legless but an amazing painter, or homeless but with an IQ of 400 or some shit.
I am not poor enough, for some assistance, but I dont make enough to help myself
Always in that wrong spot... I am not black with no husband and eight kids and diabetes...
I am not able to find a very well paying job and have parents that pay for everything...
I am inbetween a rock and a hard place. I hate that fucking saying. grr.
I am so hungry right now, I am probably not making any sense.
If I could just find a way to get a UHual, a place to put my things, if only my car were working right and this town had more to offer...
Am I not trying hard enough?
I guess not. I dont feel like I am doing enough. It cant truly be anyone elses fault in the long run that I am in this situation so... what am I doing wrong?
I need directions to this life., at least till I get out of this shit.
The stress alone is driving me mad.
I need a miracle.
A favour...
So I am in
a fairly bad state of affairs:
My car is crapping out on me.
I cannot seem to land a job though I am still trying... So wish me luck on that.
My roomate is moving back home, and I have no where to go.
Here is what I am asking, and only to those who do consider my sorry ass to be a friend...
If you could, ...donate like a dollar, or .50 cents.... whatever you could... I know money is tight right now...
But if anyone could help me... just a tiny bit...
I have no food right now. I am having to walk everywhere but I do have some minutes on my phone, not many but it will do.
I just want to be able to get a truck, to move my things, a friend is letting me put my furniture in thier garage type thingy.
I just need a truck to do that.
It costs I think 20-30 bucks, from Uhaul...
Any money I would recieve would be greatly appreciated and not misused, though if there is any extra I admit I am really hungry and will probably buy a sandwhich or something, or maybe gas for my busted ass car.
Thank you sincerely,
SorryAssSuzi
A miracle or a cheeseburger....
I dont want to be homeless in the cold, with no working car and unable to land a job in this shit hole town.
I am afraid. im so scared. What is going to become of me?
I just... wanted the oppertunity... to try .. to work and prove myself... to give it all Ive got, to have a roof of my own over my head, with food in my belly...
Not homeless or starving... not jobless with no car.
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO COMPLICATED!!!??? why is everything always seemingly working against me?
I mean it isnt like I am legless but an amazing painter, or homeless but with an IQ of 400 or some shit.
I am not poor enough, for some assistance, but I dont make enough to help myself
Always in that wrong spot... I am not black with no husband and eight kids and diabetes...
I am not able to find a very well paying job and have parents that pay for everything...
I am inbetween a rock and a hard place. I hate that fucking saying. grr.
I am so hungry right now, I am probably not making any sense.
If I could just find a way to get a UHual, a place to put my things, if only my car were working right and this town had more to offer...
Am I not trying hard enough?
I guess not. I dont feel like I am doing enough. It cant truly be anyone elses fault in the long run that I am in this situation so... what am I doing wrong?
I need directions to this life., at least till I get out of this shit.
The stress alone is driving me mad.
I need a miracle.
A favour...
So I am in
a fairly bad state of affairs:
My car is crapping out on me.
I cannot seem to land a job though I am still trying... So wish me luck on that.
My roomate is moving back home, and I have no where to go.
Here is what I am asking, and only to those who do consider my sorry ass to be a friend...
If you could, ...donate like a dollar, or .50 cents.... whatever you could... I know money is tight right now...
But if anyone could help me... just a tiny bit...
I have no food right now. I am having to walk everywhere but I do have some minutes on my phone, not many but it will do.
I just want to be able to get a truck, to move my things, a friend is letting me put my furniture in thier garage type thingy.
I just need a truck to do that.
It costs I think 20-30 bucks, from Uhaul...
Any money I would recieve would be greatly appreciated and not misused, though if there is any extra I admit I am really hungry and will probably buy a sandwhich or something, or maybe gas for my busted ass car.
Thank you sincerely,
SorryAssSuzi
A miracle or a cheeseburger....