dont choke!
im home at 1 am. wtf? its not my fault though. roxy's god damn parents made her be home by one. they are so lame! shes not a child. shes a fucken grown ass woman who doesnt need them anymore for anything. she has her own car, her own job, her own life! gummer had nothing together and they never give him shit about going out. fucken sexist. its rediculous!
and i would have teken my car to the party, but i didnt think it was gonna be that fun. it tunrs out that for the first time in a long time, i was havin fun at a party. hangin with laura was awesome. she makes me laugh. it had been sooo long! and then out of no where, theres patty. my dream girl. i saw her walk in and she literally took my breath away. i was taken aback. talkin to her was great. makin her laugh so hard that she choked was great. lol, i would have prefered it if she didnt almost die of laughter, but oh well. its not my fault i make her laugh. *sigh* its painful and joyful all at once. i remember when she was a freshman. so cute. and it never fails; everytime i see her i get all... happy and hopeful. blah, hope sucks. patty and i will never happen. its been 6 years and it hasnt happened. shes still straight. :( but oh well. shes a great, great, amazing girl with so much in her. i just want her to be happy. i wish i could go back. but my mom's car is behind mine and shes out cold so yeah. im stuck at home. all loser. loser. story of my life. FML. i texed alexa, "party at rob's" but no response. that there is another straight girl who will never give me a shot. oh well. just getting to see patty totally tops anything i could ever say about her. alexa is just a pretty face, patty is so so soooo much more than that.
shes patty... everything i have ever looked for in a partner.
rio is drowning. its truely shocking.
and i would have teken my car to the party, but i didnt think it was gonna be that fun. it tunrs out that for the first time in a long time, i was havin fun at a party. hangin with laura was awesome. she makes me laugh. it had been sooo long! and then out of no where, theres patty. my dream girl. i saw her walk in and she literally took my breath away. i was taken aback. talkin to her was great. makin her laugh so hard that she choked was great. lol, i would have prefered it if she didnt almost die of laughter, but oh well. its not my fault i make her laugh. *sigh* its painful and joyful all at once. i remember when she was a freshman. so cute. and it never fails; everytime i see her i get all... happy and hopeful. blah, hope sucks. patty and i will never happen. its been 6 years and it hasnt happened. shes still straight. :( but oh well. shes a great, great, amazing girl with so much in her. i just want her to be happy. i wish i could go back. but my mom's car is behind mine and shes out cold so yeah. im stuck at home. all loser. loser. story of my life. FML. i texed alexa, "party at rob's" but no response. that there is another straight girl who will never give me a shot. oh well. just getting to see patty totally tops anything i could ever say about her. alexa is just a pretty face, patty is so so soooo much more than that.
shes patty... everything i have ever looked for in a partner.
rio is drowning. its truely shocking.