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i hate everything at the moment... fuuuuuuuck. eating eating eating. he is shoveling food down his throat. i hate tv. everyone is making fun of me. i wish his friend would go home... its 1 am. leave!!!!! i think i am going to start a fight with him tonight. i don't want to but i am soooo irritated and i can't deal with it. i want to go to fucking bed. i know i am going to be super fat tomorrow. i hate my life. seriously. i hate myself. my stupid fat ugly body