a new peom

[sadritsuka12]

so broken hearted by your word
each time, i try to make you proud
you hurt me when im in my worst
moment ever,

i just want you to be happy for once with me but i gusses
that might never happen to me.

and when i cry, you mock me
and pointed you werid finger at him
and laugh so hard at me
and i still love you
because you onlu one who ever try to talk to me

i know im not beauiful but i thought i
look okay,,,
but all the time you were lying to me

just to break me apart,,

all the thing that we did was just a joke

im a joke, i can you laughing telling me i was dumb
for falling that he or anyone could ever want to be with him

im noithing but a loser

i never cry so much in my life that night when i come back from school
looking so lost and hurt

wishing i was never born

when i was in bed, ilook in the mirror and ask

why can ever like me

he right,,they all right

im nothing