Resolution Status: 2009
Three Hundred, Sixty One Days Ago (I was late, so sue me.) I posted the following resolutions. Sorted by “Accomplished” “Failed” or “Neither.”
Accomplished
-Stop hurting yourself.
-Stop hanging out with people out of a misplaced sense of obligation to the past. You don't owe them anything because you used to be friends.
-Stop pretending you're interested in people when you're not.
-Stop beating yourself up about the past.
-Stop worrying about what happens. Just do it.
-Stop looking at that last one and pretending like you only wrote it because it sounds good. That one's important you fucking moron! Read it again!
-Consciously spend time with people whom you enjoy spending time with. Go out of your way to do it.
-Get lost and find your own way back.
-Sing more often
-Blaze with enough passion that no one can deny your emotions.
-Screw society, be happy on your own terms.
-Kiss her. (More of a universal than targeted, if you're wondering)
-Hold a hug longer if it means something to you.
Failed
-Stop procrastinating
-Stop hesitating
-Spend less money on frivelous things.
-Don't worry about money.
-Ignore her, she's yelling because she's insecure, not because she knows anything.
-Work out.
-Skip a break from school. Go somewhere other than the Island. It's not really your home anymore.
-Be cleaner.
-Clean out my buddy list, Friends list, contacts list, and get rid of those whom I don't instantly want to talk to. (Might work on this shortly, actually)
-Enact retribution quickly, but not in anger.
-Take better care of yourself. You need that body, and being sick makes you more miserable than anything else. Avoid heartbreak through bodily cleansing.
Neither
-Stop pretending you're alright when you're not - those issues don't go away because you ignore them.
-Stop being unreliable
-Stop failing at everything you set your mind to because you lose interest like an ADHD retard.
-Do something everyday that could break a bone. (Not everyday, but I did a few things that nearly did.)
-Be more open, faster, with people who might be friends.
-Don't feel obliged to care about their feelings if you don't care about them.
-Senselessly destroy something that was once important.
Overall, not a terrible year, but not exactly the best one. Lets hope I do a little better next year. In review, I'd say that 2009 started out being miserable, progressed through misery for...quite a while. Summer saw an upturn, and this semester enhanced it (albeit with some rough spots) until NaNoWriMo and Xela brought it to a quite satisfying end. Overall, I end 2009 much happier than I began it, and Thank God.
See you in the morning for resolutions.
Accomplished
-Stop hurting yourself.
-Stop hanging out with people out of a misplaced sense of obligation to the past. You don't owe them anything because you used to be friends.
-Stop pretending you're interested in people when you're not.
-Stop beating yourself up about the past.
-Stop worrying about what happens. Just do it.
-Stop looking at that last one and pretending like you only wrote it because it sounds good. That one's important you fucking moron! Read it again!
-Consciously spend time with people whom you enjoy spending time with. Go out of your way to do it.
-Get lost and find your own way back.
-Sing more often
-Blaze with enough passion that no one can deny your emotions.
-Screw society, be happy on your own terms.
-Kiss her. (More of a universal than targeted, if you're wondering)
-Hold a hug longer if it means something to you.
Failed
-Stop procrastinating
-Stop hesitating
-Spend less money on frivelous things.
-Don't worry about money.
-Ignore her, she's yelling because she's insecure, not because she knows anything.
-Work out.
-Skip a break from school. Go somewhere other than the Island. It's not really your home anymore.
-Be cleaner.
-Clean out my buddy list, Friends list, contacts list, and get rid of those whom I don't instantly want to talk to. (Might work on this shortly, actually)
-Enact retribution quickly, but not in anger.
-Take better care of yourself. You need that body, and being sick makes you more miserable than anything else. Avoid heartbreak through bodily cleansing.
Neither
-Stop pretending you're alright when you're not - those issues don't go away because you ignore them.
-Stop being unreliable
-Stop failing at everything you set your mind to because you lose interest like an ADHD retard.
-Do something everyday that could break a bone. (Not everyday, but I did a few things that nearly did.)
-Be more open, faster, with people who might be friends.
-Don't feel obliged to care about their feelings if you don't care about them.
-Senselessly destroy something that was once important.
Overall, not a terrible year, but not exactly the best one. Lets hope I do a little better next year. In review, I'd say that 2009 started out being miserable, progressed through misery for...quite a while. Summer saw an upturn, and this semester enhanced it (albeit with some rough spots) until NaNoWriMo and Xela brought it to a quite satisfying end. Overall, I end 2009 much happier than I began it, and Thank God.
See you in the morning for resolutions.