Crushed
So...we broke up.
I gave him the letter.
I sat there while he read it.
I watched every facial reaction he gave.
He looked at me and said "We need to talk..."
Apparently he has been thinking about all that stuff too, he was doing the same thing I was.
Sitting on it until it became so sharp you had to bring it up.
It just sucks I have a more sensative butt then he does.
We talked a little.
We cried alot.
We decided that it wasn't fair to either of us.
He's streatching so thin with all the things he has on his plate.
So, we took me out of the equasion.
One less thing to worry about.
The words "its over" were never spoken.
I'm going to eventually need that closure.
But as of right now, we're both still a little shell shocked.
I've got some of his hoodies, and some of his shirts that I'll have to give back.
I want to give back the PS2 he gave me, but that was a gift so I really dunno what to do with it.
We were suposed to go see Seether in May...Maybe we still will.
Maybe he'll ask someone else.
*shrugs*
It hasn't hit me yet that we are actually done.
I've held him while we both cried...I think its because we were both crying that I don't really believe we're done.
It was so hard laying in my bed last night..It was so hard...
Nevermind.
I'm just going to stop before I upset myself again.
Please don't pity me. I don't want sympathy.
"Sorry"-buckcherry
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
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Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!
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This is a part of life. It happens.