...or visa versa
Okay. In all seriousness. My life is still twisted upside down right now and hopefully this is my week to shine. I downloaded the new Taking back Sunday cd and it is really good. And if you loved the first My Chemical Romance CD, you would like the second one. I downloaded that one too. It sucks knowing that you had certain CDs and now you don't. I think, "Hmm, I want to listen to antichrist superstar...oh wait...I can't" It really sucks. No more Type O negative, AFI, Metallica, Marilyn Manson, korn, Coal Chamber, t.A.T.u, Rob Zombie, Savage garden, Disturbed, Smashing Pumpkins, Powerman 5000, Aerosmith, Alice In Chains, Apocalyptica, The B-52's, Black Sabbath, Black Label Society, Cradle of Filth, Full Devil jacket, Godsmack, Greenday, guns n' roses Billy Idol, Jimmi Hendrix, The Doors, Judas Priest, Kataklysm, KID ROCK, Kittie, Linkin park, Megadeth, Pink Floyd, Nine Inch nails, nirvana, Nickelback, ORGY, Our Lady Peace, ozzy Osbourne, SLAYER, Puddle of MuDD, Ramstein, Rotting Christ, Adam Sandler, Stabbing Westward, Silverchair, sevendust, slipknot, Tool, UPO, The Cure, Taking Back Sunday, and a few more.
My therapist called and canceled. I should go run those errands now, but I don't want to alone. I want company. So I am going to call Christ soon.
Okay, we are still hanging out.
Blar. What do I do? Download every album I had? gr.
I wrote a kind of comedic song because of a few reasons. I kind of have to watch what I write in here again. So... I am hoping to do my xBilly.org thing. I just have to work a few things out here. It is going to be, mostly, a mockery of all the fake EMO kids’ .orgs and I am going to make it a generic cliché. Kids with perfect vision posting pics of them with glasses, that damn "clear" link, Forums that aren't needed, a new layout ever .8 seconds, etc. As Eric G would say "good times"... that’s another thing
Eric kicks ass, he finally tracked down Sean apparently. Of course they didn’t get anywhere and got the same "staci did it" story, but whatever. That kid is getting a beat down if I see him. I am fueled by anger.
HAHAH CHRIST! I realized something. We were talking the other night, about how cool it would be to have different colored sperm. You said it should depend on the person mood. Well, I don't know about you, but I can think of very few different "moods: I am in while sperm is being shot out of my Johnson :( Did you expect it to turn blue when the person is sad or something? Why would he be cumming while he is sad? :(
I am getting more hours at work because I was so energetic last time :) that is good. Everyone knows about Karol and me now. There goes the fun :( We are going to try to be "responsible" at work and such though.
I don't know what else to talk about in here without seeming like a sponge seeking sympathy (or empathy). I started taking my medication again. I don't know if that is going to help at this time, since out of the ordinary shit has been going on that isn't really emotionally influenced. You know? Medication isn't going to help me cope with 200 CDs being stolen. Or my printer running out of ink after I wrote a wicked good song that I need to put music too. Whatever, I will hand write it.
To be completely hardcore and blatant
I will flail my arms around
My body has no reason
Your body isn't too far away
But I don’t care whose watching
And I don’t care who feels pain
Because I am hardcore
And I don’t know how to mosh right
I will dress up like a train engineer
And act like a fool
I’ve got
My hardcore napkin (mommy packed me apples)
I got
My merch sack (mommy packed me apples)
I’ve got
My hardcore napkin (mommy packed me apples)
I’ve got
My Train hat (mommy packed me apples)
Will you play that generic breakdown?
So I can punch 2 inches above the ground
My therapist called and canceled. I should go run those errands now, but I don't want to alone. I want company. So I am going to call Christ soon.
Okay, we are still hanging out.
Blar. What do I do? Download every album I had? gr.
I wrote a kind of comedic song because of a few reasons. I kind of have to watch what I write in here again. So... I am hoping to do my xBilly.org thing. I just have to work a few things out here. It is going to be, mostly, a mockery of all the fake EMO kids’ .orgs and I am going to make it a generic cliché. Kids with perfect vision posting pics of them with glasses, that damn "clear" link, Forums that aren't needed, a new layout ever .8 seconds, etc. As Eric G would say "good times"... that’s another thing
Eric kicks ass, he finally tracked down Sean apparently. Of course they didn’t get anywhere and got the same "staci did it" story, but whatever. That kid is getting a beat down if I see him. I am fueled by anger.
HAHAH CHRIST! I realized something. We were talking the other night, about how cool it would be to have different colored sperm. You said it should depend on the person mood. Well, I don't know about you, but I can think of very few different "moods: I am in while sperm is being shot out of my Johnson :( Did you expect it to turn blue when the person is sad or something? Why would he be cumming while he is sad? :(
I am getting more hours at work because I was so energetic last time :) that is good. Everyone knows about Karol and me now. There goes the fun :( We are going to try to be "responsible" at work and such though.
I don't know what else to talk about in here without seeming like a sponge seeking sympathy (or empathy). I started taking my medication again. I don't know if that is going to help at this time, since out of the ordinary shit has been going on that isn't really emotionally influenced. You know? Medication isn't going to help me cope with 200 CDs being stolen. Or my printer running out of ink after I wrote a wicked good song that I need to put music too. Whatever, I will hand write it.
To be completely hardcore and blatant
I will flail my arms around
My body has no reason
Your body isn't too far away
But I don’t care whose watching
And I don’t care who feels pain
Because I am hardcore
And I don’t know how to mosh right
I will dress up like a train engineer
And act like a fool
I’ve got
My hardcore napkin (mommy packed me apples)
I got
My merch sack (mommy packed me apples)
I’ve got
My hardcore napkin (mommy packed me apples)
I’ve got
My Train hat (mommy packed me apples)
Will you play that generic breakdown?
So I can punch 2 inches above the ground