Jan 12, 2004 21:02
8:59. Today sucked. iw as tired all day. i slept when i came home from school then started on my fucking project. I didnt finish of course and it is due on wednesday. I was supposed to go to hyannis with kayBerry to get material for it.... I dont know what happened. She dissapeared. So yeah. I hate dissapointment, it tears at you like...like... ugh.I dont know whatto do. I am lonely as hell and horny. And I am stuck. Emily lives all the way in plymouth, cant date her. And then their is just me making the wrong choice and not acting rashonally. Going out with someone just because you are lonely sucksa nd isn't the way to go. i need to be sure. No what> fuck it.
2004,
emily,
kayci fields