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i can't be her friend anymore. i just can't. everytime i think of her, i get so incredibly angry. i resent her.
ever since i met her i have wanted to take her to New York and for the last 5 years i have been saving up and trying to surprise her with tickets to Phantom of the Opera. When i had the money, i couldn't get her to the east coast and when she was on the east coast, i didn't have the money.
now i FiNALLY am able to do it and in the best way possible, and she'd rather it be me who has wasted time and money. Even if i were able to get FRONT ROW opera tickets again, it will never ever live up to what i had created. Never. it is completely ruined. The whole thing. The whole fucking thing.
i asked Shannon to go with me, but she never answered me.
If i do decide to go to the east coast; which i am dreading now, i am going to go to PotO by myself.
It is over between Corri and i. i can't be her friend.
ever since i met her i have wanted to take her to New York and for the last 5 years i have been saving up and trying to surprise her with tickets to Phantom of the Opera. When i had the money, i couldn't get her to the east coast and when she was on the east coast, i didn't have the money.
now i FiNALLY am able to do it and in the best way possible, and she'd rather it be me who has wasted time and money. Even if i were able to get FRONT ROW opera tickets again, it will never ever live up to what i had created. Never. it is completely ruined. The whole thing. The whole fucking thing.
i asked Shannon to go with me, but she never answered me.
If i do decide to go to the east coast; which i am dreading now, i am going to go to PotO by myself.
It is over between Corri and i. i can't be her friend.