Feb 22, 2017 20:49
Someone smashed my driver's side window and i have given up. The car is at a garage; i gave them a go ahead without thinking about the cost and i didn't bother to study for tomorrow's exam or Monday's exam. i also got a 32/50 yesterday's exam (though i think a large part of that is computer error). Fuck showering.
i listened to the Red Dragon audiobook within two days; it was super good.
i have to get up super early tomorrow to catch the first bus to school. Fucking rain.
had my car not been vandalized, i would have run some important errands that include making an appointment with my psychiatrist. i need the constant suicidal thoughts to decrease. i know i want to die, i don't miss thinking about it 24/7.
i need a fan.
school,
depression,
loneliness,
2017,
vehicle