...i don't know what to do anymore

[sadpenguin]

i am so angry at myself and i don't know if it is because i can't get laid or because i want to get laid.

i wish i were 100% sure i want to be alone.
what should i even be doing?
fuck school

i am 29 and women aren't getting more attractive with age. i am wasting my time.

i am completely shallow and i wasted my time.

what the fuck can i do? i can't even make new friends.

is this how desperation starts?
is this what desperation sounds like?

i am desperate.