...but i doubt it
"i just want someone to call me their boyfriend. their love. i want the words "i can't, i have a boyfriend who i love" to flow out of someone's mouth. i honestly cannot picture this happening. ever and it is all my fault." - 2008
It is a real shame when i come across posts in which i talk about people i remember nothing about, or at most, their names. i came across a list i made in 2008. i wrote ten things about ten people in my life and i don't know who over half of these were about and i did not use names.
"i have met a girl that does something to me. she makes me feel... giddy. she does stuff to my belly and my chest that are both great and upsetting at the same time. She almost brings out my better side, my non-bitter side. A side of me that has nearly disappeared. Not even Rxanna could bring out such a boy in me. I once again feel as though i am in Sinatra's world. i merely want to collapse. relapse. and shiver until my bones fall apart. It is almost sad to think that all good things come with such painful endings." - Me about Shannon (March 15, 2009)
i think this is a good place to leave off and continue tomorrow. i think i may be at my tag limit too, so i need to do some consolidating.
As for my life presently, nothing new to report since last night. i have done nothing but re-read my journal and add tags. So i don't know. Perhaps i will have more to write tonight or tomorrow.
It is a real shame when i come across posts in which i talk about people i remember nothing about, or at most, their names. i came across a list i made in 2008. i wrote ten things about ten people in my life and i don't know who over half of these were about and i did not use names.
"i have met a girl that does something to me. she makes me feel... giddy. she does stuff to my belly and my chest that are both great and upsetting at the same time. She almost brings out my better side, my non-bitter side. A side of me that has nearly disappeared. Not even Rxanna could bring out such a boy in me. I once again feel as though i am in Sinatra's world. i merely want to collapse. relapse. and shiver until my bones fall apart. It is almost sad to think that all good things come with such painful endings." - Me about Shannon (March 15, 2009)
i think this is a good place to leave off and continue tomorrow. i think i may be at my tag limit too, so i need to do some consolidating.
As for my life presently, nothing new to report since last night. i have done nothing but re-read my journal and add tags. So i don't know. Perhaps i will have more to write tonight or tomorrow.