...second dream
Second day in a row in which i remembered my dreams from the night before. The first one i barely remember since i forget over time. But it was a dream within a dream. Just like the movie Inception. In my dream i was trying to rid a couple people from a dream.
The second one is still fresh. i was living with my sister and my mother i think. Not sure if it was her or not. It wasn't exactly fun. We loved each other but disliked at the same time. At one point they some how had me balled up in a corner and crowding me really close and i was claustrophobic and begging them to stop. Later on i was with my sister again and my father and hos girlfriend, Holly. We were looking for something to do and they wanted to go to a theme park? i think... It was on a map that would totally be a video game map. Only one section is there, the other places are greyed out like you can't go there yet because you are at the beginning of the game. i REALLY didn't want to go but everyone else did. i argued back in forth but ultimately decided to go. i was a pooper like i was when i was younger. i wasn't allowing myself to have fun because i made such a stink about it earlier and didn't want to show that i was wrong. i broke away from them to go down this slope i found. It was all loose and very smooth, oval shaped rocks that made up the slope. i quite suddenly saw that it turned into a cliff. A very deep cliff and i could see that there was water down below. So i turned around to go back up, but found myself wanting to break from the group again. So i went down to the cliff and fell on the rocks. i started sliding and so i yelled and screamed and my family came over to where the slope began. Mys sister came down and tried to grab my hand but she was just going to slide down with me so i begged her to stop and go back or she would fall too. Then i slid away until i could no longer see my family. i landed into the water and just kept sinking. i wasn't slowing down and i sank and i sank, and sank. until i left the water. It was like i fell through a jello cube. But i immediately fell into water again and the same thing happend , but this time i told myself to try and stop and i did. i floated in the ocean, i'm guessing. i suddenly was in the middle of a small blue children's life preserver-esque-floaty. It even had the shape of a horse on the front of it. i didn't know what to do and immediately thought of people from the show "i shouldn't be alive" and the movie "open Water". Then i saw a silhouette of mountains in the fog and floated to it. i then found myself amongst a group of natives who were all looking at me. i thought i stumbled across a tribe of some sort, like represented in the movies, or a small village. i was getting flashes of the theme park where i fell from and saw a dirt biker go off the cliff. Then there were shots of people getting hit by dirtbikes in very gruesome detail. Like in the remake of "Rollerball". At the shore line of, or beach, it was hard to get them to know i was English but one man seemed to have spoke the language a tad. Enough to understand i was English. Throughout the rest of the dream, though, he seemed to speak it very well. He was very nice and i forgot what we poke about while he walked me through the woods and into a small village. He had a man above floor above where we were sitting outside. Then i think the dream ended.
First thing i thought of was "i really hope he is cooking something that was not all meat. i honestly would have eaten it anyway out of respect.
i also wondered if my sister fell off to and if i would have found her where i am. i wondered how many times i would have fallen into cubes of water if i didn't have commanded myself to stop. Would i have ended up in the same place? And if so, were there others who fell?
i also wondered if i were in some sort of Hell or Purgatory. If so, it was pretty good so far. i would also find it strange to be where i was, surround by these specific people. i figure them to be Puerto Rican in nature, but very 3rd World.
Then i figured, had the dream kept going, that i would start to find out where i was and how to get home to my family who surely misses me.
What could this all represent? Was this a metaphor for something else?
The second one is still fresh. i was living with my sister and my mother i think. Not sure if it was her or not. It wasn't exactly fun. We loved each other but disliked at the same time. At one point they some how had me balled up in a corner and crowding me really close and i was claustrophobic and begging them to stop. Later on i was with my sister again and my father and hos girlfriend, Holly. We were looking for something to do and they wanted to go to a theme park? i think... It was on a map that would totally be a video game map. Only one section is there, the other places are greyed out like you can't go there yet because you are at the beginning of the game. i REALLY didn't want to go but everyone else did. i argued back in forth but ultimately decided to go. i was a pooper like i was when i was younger. i wasn't allowing myself to have fun because i made such a stink about it earlier and didn't want to show that i was wrong. i broke away from them to go down this slope i found. It was all loose and very smooth, oval shaped rocks that made up the slope. i quite suddenly saw that it turned into a cliff. A very deep cliff and i could see that there was water down below. So i turned around to go back up, but found myself wanting to break from the group again. So i went down to the cliff and fell on the rocks. i started sliding and so i yelled and screamed and my family came over to where the slope began. Mys sister came down and tried to grab my hand but she was just going to slide down with me so i begged her to stop and go back or she would fall too. Then i slid away until i could no longer see my family. i landed into the water and just kept sinking. i wasn't slowing down and i sank and i sank, and sank. until i left the water. It was like i fell through a jello cube. But i immediately fell into water again and the same thing happend , but this time i told myself to try and stop and i did. i floated in the ocean, i'm guessing. i suddenly was in the middle of a small blue children's life preserver-esque-floaty. It even had the shape of a horse on the front of it. i didn't know what to do and immediately thought of people from the show "i shouldn't be alive" and the movie "open Water". Then i saw a silhouette of mountains in the fog and floated to it. i then found myself amongst a group of natives who were all looking at me. i thought i stumbled across a tribe of some sort, like represented in the movies, or a small village. i was getting flashes of the theme park where i fell from and saw a dirt biker go off the cliff. Then there were shots of people getting hit by dirtbikes in very gruesome detail. Like in the remake of "Rollerball". At the shore line of, or beach, it was hard to get them to know i was English but one man seemed to have spoke the language a tad. Enough to understand i was English. Throughout the rest of the dream, though, he seemed to speak it very well. He was very nice and i forgot what we poke about while he walked me through the woods and into a small village. He had a man above floor above where we were sitting outside. Then i think the dream ended.
First thing i thought of was "i really hope he is cooking something that was not all meat. i honestly would have eaten it anyway out of respect.
i also wondered if my sister fell off to and if i would have found her where i am. i wondered how many times i would have fallen into cubes of water if i didn't have commanded myself to stop. Would i have ended up in the same place? And if so, were there others who fell?
i also wondered if i were in some sort of Hell or Purgatory. If so, it was pretty good so far. i would also find it strange to be where i was, surround by these specific people. i figure them to be Puerto Rican in nature, but very 3rd World.
Then i figured, had the dream kept going, that i would start to find out where i was and how to get home to my family who surely misses me.
What could this all represent? Was this a metaphor for something else?