...wish i could afford a new one or two.
Ok, so i had dreams last night. They started out beautiful but progressively got worse and worse.
It started out at some public event. i am not sure what exactly. i do know it was part of some sort of field trip with my second-grade teacher, Mrs Nyhan. It was at night. It wasn't a concert. Everyone was sitting on the ground. It was a large crowd. I am thinking outside movie? Or perhaps just star gazing. I don't know. What i do know is that i was looking into the sky and saw this very bright star. i knew it couldn't have been a star, maybe a planet. All of a sudden it turned into this big fiery orb before simply burning out. Only some people noticed it and there were a lot of speculation into what it could have been but it didn't take long at all before we figured it out and it quickly swept the nation. The sun had burned out. It was no more. The sun was gone. The visual of it was the most beautiful thing you could ever imagine. i called my father to tell him how beautiful it was and he agreed. i tried to call my mom but only got voicemail. And at first i was enamored. So much beauty in it. But then things went out of control during a series of dreams that was even less scientifically impossible. Of course, it was constantly night and crops were dying and such. The world slowly lead to a dystopian one. The sea level began to rise where we were. i am unsure who i was with. It was a female. A lot fo weird blurry stuff happened related to rising sea levels. People died.
I realized all of a sudden that Cape Cod was an island and that surely it was now under sea and i quickly thought of my family who were back home on Cape Cod. The next couple dreams was me trying to get ahold of my family to no avail and traveling the dystopian world with whatever girl i was with. Eventually my father's number brought me to some operator who was in charge of answering the phones of the diseased. i learned my father didn't make it. i can't remember what she told me about my mother and sister. i think my sister made it and my mother was still not determined. There was a lot of crying as i frantically tried to contact my family and then more after i realized my father was dead. So much crying. A lot. Brianna Ebbs was somehow in my dream too but i don't remember the specifics. She could have been the girl i was with or someone i thought about who i would miss if they died back home. There was also more details into the dystopian life. The criminals vs the humanitarians. Stuff like that.
That was pretty much it. i will never get the sight of the sun as it burned out out of my head. It was so beautiful.
i don't know what it is about my nightmares always being astronomy based. i hope this doesn't become a frequent dream like the one of me floating alone and aimlessly in outerspace which was depicted perfectly, but briefly, at the beginning of Gravity. A movie i need to download.
Both of my hard drives are nearly out of space :(
EDIT: Scarlett Johansson as Natalie Rushman/Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow is so fucking hot. My word. She is utterly gorgeous. So attractive. This is like how i felt about Amy Lee growing up. i would love to date Black Widow.
It started out at some public event. i am not sure what exactly. i do know it was part of some sort of field trip with my second-grade teacher, Mrs Nyhan. It was at night. It wasn't a concert. Everyone was sitting on the ground. It was a large crowd. I am thinking outside movie? Or perhaps just star gazing. I don't know. What i do know is that i was looking into the sky and saw this very bright star. i knew it couldn't have been a star, maybe a planet. All of a sudden it turned into this big fiery orb before simply burning out. Only some people noticed it and there were a lot of speculation into what it could have been but it didn't take long at all before we figured it out and it quickly swept the nation. The sun had burned out. It was no more. The sun was gone. The visual of it was the most beautiful thing you could ever imagine. i called my father to tell him how beautiful it was and he agreed. i tried to call my mom but only got voicemail. And at first i was enamored. So much beauty in it. But then things went out of control during a series of dreams that was even less scientifically impossible. Of course, it was constantly night and crops were dying and such. The world slowly lead to a dystopian one. The sea level began to rise where we were. i am unsure who i was with. It was a female. A lot fo weird blurry stuff happened related to rising sea levels. People died.
I realized all of a sudden that Cape Cod was an island and that surely it was now under sea and i quickly thought of my family who were back home on Cape Cod. The next couple dreams was me trying to get ahold of my family to no avail and traveling the dystopian world with whatever girl i was with. Eventually my father's number brought me to some operator who was in charge of answering the phones of the diseased. i learned my father didn't make it. i can't remember what she told me about my mother and sister. i think my sister made it and my mother was still not determined. There was a lot of crying as i frantically tried to contact my family and then more after i realized my father was dead. So much crying. A lot. Brianna Ebbs was somehow in my dream too but i don't remember the specifics. She could have been the girl i was with or someone i thought about who i would miss if they died back home. There was also more details into the dystopian life. The criminals vs the humanitarians. Stuff like that.
That was pretty much it. i will never get the sight of the sun as it burned out out of my head. It was so beautiful.
i don't know what it is about my nightmares always being astronomy based. i hope this doesn't become a frequent dream like the one of me floating alone and aimlessly in outerspace which was depicted perfectly, but briefly, at the beginning of Gravity. A movie i need to download.
Both of my hard drives are nearly out of space :(
EDIT: Scarlett Johansson as Natalie Rushman/Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow is so fucking hot. My word. She is utterly gorgeous. So attractive. This is like how i felt about Amy Lee growing up. i would love to date Black Widow.