...it goes away to fast
School. I don't know what is going on. Had my medication halted? Has it suddenly decided to say "nope, no disk". I am back to falling asleep in English class. I can't be doing that AGAIN! I am so fucked. Woodworking was awesome. It is amusing to watch this certain group, and yes, Marilyn Manson -x- user Friendly
Use me when you want to come
I've bled just to have your touch
When im in you i want to die
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Will you die when your high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love , but im gunna fuck you
Till some body better comes along."
Use me like i was a whore
relationships are such a bore
delete the ones that you've fucked
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Will you die when your high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love , but im gunna fuck you
Till some body better comes along."
converses with this particular group. They act SOOO fucking immature. I believe they are mostly made up of freshmen. They throw shit when the teacher isn't looking... shit like that. But still, I enjoyed myself. Instrumental was cool as usual. English, I fell asleep. I am so behind in that class. Computer Hardware Maintenance sucked as usual. Ben made it a bit more humorous with his fairly sickening and unneeded comments such as "deep fisting my grandmother". I got really fucking pissed at Nick and was about to seriously get in his fucking face. I was so ready to punch him or something. I promised myself not to be like that anymore after the Tim incident in the 8th grade, poor kid :(... But hey, if you are a skin head, you deserve to have somebody kick your ass. But he was fucking ragging on Christ about his "hardcore napkin" as Computer matt would call it. Nobody picks on my friends like that. I would take it as just playing around, but he does it allot and it gets old. Economics was confusing as usual. Mr. Hullick wants to listen to my music sometime. I haven't been up for making a CD due to anxiety problems. Out of the 2,000+ songs I have, what ones do I put on a CD for him?
Okay, now for more serious things. I wrote two new poems today but I am going to back-date an entry and put them up on that because of a few reasons:
1. They are not that good but I felt I needed to let it out, especially since it is on a certain subject.
2. I already have a song link above.
So I will post those later. My dad walked in while I was sitting here with no shirt. I had just gotten out of the shower and my hair is still wet. I usually wait a bit for my hair to dry enough before putting a shirt on. Anyway, the male parental unit has been being... nice lately. In fact he came upstairs and offered to make a tuna-sandwich. AAAH, MY POINT WAS, I think he may have seen my arm. That of course is fairly bad news. Blar. I bit the side of my mouth. Mmm, that was really fucking good. Maybe he poisoned me. I don't know what else to talk about. I came home from school and slept until 7:00p. Hm. I am going to go put my plate downstairs and get a drink. Mmm, Kool-aid. Well, I am going to go watch Tori Amos, byes
"Shoot myself to love you. If I loved myself I'd be shooting you."