...but it's not going to happen
Today i discovered a relatively newer dating website called alternative-hookups.com. It is full of scene girls which are fucking hot. No one in my area though. i plan on sitting on the swings tonight in hopes my soul mate will arrive. She needs to arrive really soon. i hope she is a suicide girl. i love to daydream about her but it really brings me down. i don't know where to find her. i don't have the money to go to shows. There is a body art expo on the 16th in San Francisco. Perhaps my soul mate is there. i will ask Corri if she would like to go. i will wear eye liner and try to look my best.
Ugh who am i kidding? Nothing will come of it. i will never meet "the one". It is a fool's errand. An impossible dream. She is simply out of my reach. She probably lives in New York City and sees Phantom of the Opera on the regular. She will never join any dating websites and therefore will never meet me as i will never meet her. This is just how my life works. i will die alone by my own hand and that is my fate. i'm never going to find happiness again. Happiness was when i had a great job and was in love. i'm not going to find it again. i am asking too much apparently. i really wanted to end this post on a positive note for a change.
Ugh who am i kidding? Nothing will come of it. i will never meet "the one". It is a fool's errand. An impossible dream. She is simply out of my reach. She probably lives in New York City and sees Phantom of the Opera on the regular. She will never join any dating websites and therefore will never meet me as i will never meet her. This is just how my life works. i will die alone by my own hand and that is my fate. i'm never going to find happiness again. Happiness was when i had a great job and was in love. i'm not going to find it again. i am asking too much apparently. i really wanted to end this post on a positive note for a change.