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I am having the worse feeling right now. I am very bored, but do want to do anything that is not productive. i can think of some productive things to do but i don't want to do them. i am dreading going to bed. i could lay in bed but i know it will be weird and i won't sleep. i don't feel like watching tv in the worse bit. all i can really do is sit and stare at a wall and seemingly this is what i want to do.
the puzzle would be excellent, but i tried the floor and it did not work out.
i remember this feeling. It is the feeling you have when you first move out into your own place. you are in a new area and you are alone. you want to do something but you dont really have anything to do... you just feel like there is SOMETHING that needs to be done... perhaps there is more to unpack. maybe you should arrange some furniture. i have this new thing and i want to *use* it.
that is the best way to describe how i feel. Even though this place is not new to me. It is like it is new in a weird way. new in a new way.
im alone again and am sharing my time with no one. i dislike it.
seriously. i am so bored but i suppose i should get used to it, again. i feel like a ghost.
the puzzle would be excellent, but i tried the floor and it did not work out.
i remember this feeling. It is the feeling you have when you first move out into your own place. you are in a new area and you are alone. you want to do something but you dont really have anything to do... you just feel like there is SOMETHING that needs to be done... perhaps there is more to unpack. maybe you should arrange some furniture. i have this new thing and i want to *use* it.
that is the best way to describe how i feel. Even though this place is not new to me. It is like it is new in a weird way. new in a new way.
im alone again and am sharing my time with no one. i dislike it.
seriously. i am so bored but i suppose i should get used to it, again. i feel like a ghost.