...hospitalized
Blar. I have been trying to clean my room for a couple of days now but I cannot bring myself to do it. I am tired of everything right now. Seed woke me up today and we went out and did stuff. We talked about the usual shit. We went to the Olive Garden, the Pin Cushion, Funky Munky, Newbury Comics (we ran into Sam Faulk), and then we came home. We cleaned her car because it smelled funny. Afterwards, she cut my hair. She did a good job too. Ray eventually came over and we took some cans and bottles to the commy market. We hung out with Shelton while he worked. I decided To do carts too. So we brought carts in for a bit until Shelton went on break. Then we went to the hardware store and fooled around. After doing returns with Shelton, we left. I love the commy market. I always make a mess and shit. I hate that place. HAHA and ORTHODOX. I love it, but I hate it. "I LOVE YOU I HATE YOU JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!".
Tomorrow evening I hopefully am hanging out with Shelton. I think ke3v is coming over earlier in the day to pick up the Maiden CD I got him. I think my week of ignoring myself and caring/doing stuff for others has been fairly well:
1. I left a hefty tip at Pizza's by Evan
2. Did the cart boys job at the Commy Market
3. Cleaned Seed's car
4. Got Kev the Iron Maiden CD he has been looking for
5. I called my Mother
6. Been extra nice to strangers (even gave that total stranger a random hug when I bumped into her at Macy's a while back)
Well... I guess that isn't that much. But at least it gives me pleasure. I wonder how Kayci is doing at her new job. I wish stupid jammie wasn't going to Type O Negative with her or in general, otherwise I would have someone to go to that with. :( I Bought Seed, Shelton, And I Thursday tickets. That will be fun. I would like to go to Taking Back Sunday too. ...And AFI, KMFDM, TON.... I.NEED.A.JOB. SEED! Tell Old Navy to hire me! It is sad when neither I Nor my Father can afford the money needed for the Camp Burgess field trip. I guess I won't be going after all. Eh, whatever. The only reason I wanted to go was to get out of school. Wood-working to be more specific. I think that is the only class where I now don't really have anyone to talk too. Maybe Mike, but he is usually busy. I normally would not care. But it is my senior year. I have a stupid Economics class which I hate, Wood-working class which is awkward, and a computer class which turned out to be a really shitty and boring class. All we do is take notes and the teacher doesn't even know what he is talking about. He is always saying how he isn't sure or his is still learning himself. His computer at home is 5 years old and has windows 98. Everything he says is based on 98 and I am like... Uh... everyone in here has XP. Words can't describe how inexperienced he is. all his info comes from this stupid book we read. At least get a teacher with an A+ license to teach the class. that is a good idea.
the following quotes humor me. "Aw, me and so and so have been drinking all day so we feel like shit" (keep in mind, these people continue to do it... though they know they will or do feel like shit). "I am going to go out and get Shit-faced" (I am going to go out and conform with all the other idiots) "Yeah, it tastes bad, but it is still good"( I just don’t get that one) "heh, we are going to get drunk and go to the dance" (...yeah... that should be fun....). CONFORM CONFORM CONFORMI keep waking up and nailing my head on the ceiling. I have caused cuts on my head. I have to duct tape something soft to the ceiling now. I am not sure what I am going to put... I remembered that when you play CD's in the play station... It gives you cool visual effects on the TV. So I have the coolest effects going on my TV right now. Too bad I don’t have a big screen TV. Ugh. I just found the last not that Bri ever wrote to me. *eeek*. Whatever. As long as she is happy, then I am happy for her. I wish her the best, that’s all. I will find someone new eventually. A new victim. MWAH HAW HAW! I should call someone now. OH STARS! I just drew the BEST Thursday dove on Seed's Thursday CD. Awesome. Fuck. Kevin’s birthday is next weekend. YAP! He wants to wear our drainpipe shirt when he plays out and he wants us to open for his band. that would be cool. I want a ninja costume. I wish sevendust would stop making shit for albums :( Okay. Now I am just struggling for things to say. I ammstill like really really horny. I need sex. Well I am going to go... I will spend the rest of the tome online now and if anything happens I will just put it in tomorrows journal. I think I need to go on a vacation though.