Jun 08, 2010 13:28
My therapist says i have a problem with accepting people for fear that i am a burden. As if i have to have a certain hate or dislike towards the person in order to feel better about them (having to) be with me.
it is totally true, i feel that way. However, it is true i am a handful.
Melisa is still MIA which makes me feel a bit better in the sense that she probably was not ditching me. She may just be having a rough few days. It bothers me that i allowed myself to get so excited over her though.
I watched the funniest episode of NewsRadio today. It is the one in which Mathew (Andy Dick) is given one of those miniature cars that kids can ride around in. He got a convertible and loved it. He drove it EVERYWHERE in the office and office building until he HIT SOMEONE and got nervous and drove off at (5 or 6 miles per hour!) I love Andy Dick.
He played his part in that show so well.
Today is Sis's birthday. I think she is 21. Holy fuck. Time moves by so quickly.
"Take yme to your special place, close your eyes, show me your face. Im gonna piss on it"
2010,
melisa martinez,
therapist