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Today at school wa slike any other. This time I sat in the hall during Woodworking and read. I figured it was better than readin inside and just looking like a loner, although I shouldn't care. After school was Therapy then Band practice. Devon was there because Glen was drumming for us. We finally recorded two songs. We had pizza and stuff. It was funn.
Now, I have a question that has been on my mind for a long time now. If you are one to leave negative comments, then don't read it. But here I go. It is great to be against weed, really is. But what is up with being against weed but being up for drinking? Like, What is the point? I guess thats what I am getting at. At elast the only known desease caused byw eed is cancer, and that is fairly rare. Alcohol causes hepatitis (sp) and all kind of liver problems and does other stuff on the mind and body. It is addictive as well. It tastes bad too. So like "I hate weed, it is stupid.. But I like to get drunk every so often". It just doesn't make sence to me.if anyone can answer this is a rather positive way without being an asshole, that would be cool. I have only gotten drunk i think once in my whole life, It wasn't that funn really. As for just drinking a beer. i have done that and I don't know, I kind of don't see a point unless you wan tto get drunk... it tastes so bad. So anyway, Yeah. I just find it weird that people do that. I am not saying it is bad. I gues sit is better than doing both.
Hm, what else. Oh, I think Bri may still be getting mean comments and shit. If it is any of the peole who read this, you can stop. Really. it is in the past, I am over it now and I have moved on. So everyone else can now too. As it is, we are barely even friends. I hope that changes... again... after a while. HAHA. I will throw a surprise party, she will show, we will start talking again.. blah blah blah. HAHA!. that would be funny. People also musn't (is that a word) forget things that people have done in the past. I am finding that people will hate someone, the be friend them and act as if the person never did anything wrong and as if we never were even mad at the. I DON'T FORGET.
My dad is back from the hospital now too. He seems fine. Thi is like his 8th operation I think. I feel bad, horrible. It must suck so much to go through what he has to go through. I hang in there. SLAYER next week! three more shirt orders today too! So I have to go back up to AC MOORE. "Whats my motha fuckin' name! Petey Pab motha fucka!!!". Yap. I was in such a rap mood today. had my DMX in my Cd Player. Blar. "BRING IT! What?! We right here." AAAAAH!!!!
okay. lets start over. *phone rings*. it was Kayci. She is at work and bored so she called me. Damn it! My flap thingy on my CD-ROM broke. Whatever. It is ghetto now. "you cant deny it, im a fuckin rydah". *phone rings*... I guess it isn't for me. Shit. i don;t have a ride tomorrow to my psychologist. Wahetever. I think I am hanging out with Seed on Saturday. Hm.
What is my sudden obsession with asses lately? Like it used to be tits. I think jenn mentioned this not too long ago. But No I am like... Wow, she has a nice ass. I am all about the nice ass now. That may have semed random. I am listening to Baby Got Back though, so it popped into my mind. "so ladies, do you wanna ride my mersadez? then turn around, stick it out, even white boys gotts shout. baby Got Back". Good song. 'BUTT' is a funny word. 'BUTT'. heh. My room is such a fucking mess. gr. I need more blank shirts. NWA! True fucking gangsta rap! I want to cover a rap song so bad. An NWA song. Natural Born Killas. Back when rap actually involved having a band. Hm.
I added the sesame street theme to my first solo in instrumentals today. On my second one, I added the flinstones theme. It came out good. I need to shower. SHE SWALLOWED IT!
mmm, shower good. I feel sexual now. Blar. I wish i looked like Peter Steele. So TALL and nice long black hair and nice green eyes. Blar. I really don't know what girls see in me. I am such the opposite of what people would find attractive. Bushy eyebrows, crappy long hair, pimples, short, scrawny. I was told I have a big ass too. that was back when I used to wear those tight shiny black pants though... freshmen year. And it in most cases, the girls are always people I am not attracted too. Why am attracting the wrong people? I guess I don;t really car as much as i should. I do care though. I am bad with punctuation. Random/un-needed .'s and ,'s. I have to write my Senior Profile for the year book. I want to give them that picture of me on the band web-site of me staring into the sky in front of Shelton's house. ugh. I feel so lonely right now. My hard-drive is so fucked up. my computer is too. I just need to buy a new processor and then I cans tart on my new computer. Black case, *orgasm*. WOW! MY BACK HURTS! damn it. fuck. Im picky damn it. Too damn picky. I feel like filling out a survey for some reason... I will find one.
S.U.R.V.E.Y.
I. Basic
1. Name: Billy
2. Nicknames: Billy, Bill, BB, Billiam, I miss "pepper" :(
3. Age: 17
4. DOB: 03:19:86
5. Sex: Yes please.
6. Girl/Boy friend: Nope.
7. Crush: No Comment.
II Describe
1. Appearance: Long dark hair. Blue/Green eyes,. Short.
2. Hobbies: Computer. Music. Band. Board games. Ejaculation. World domination. Poetry.
3. Influences: Zakk Wylde. Abe Lincoln. Jonathan Davis. Patty Herse.
4. Music: I like alot of stuff. Thrash/Gothic/Speed/80's Metal. Classic Rock. 80's Pop/Rock. Punk/Grunge. EMO. old school Rap/Hip-Hop. Classical. I guess I least like Country and Bubble Gum. I dont like that John Mayer guy either. He sucks. I don't like most Hippie bands either. (ie. Phish and grateful dead)
5. Personality: What is that?
6: Ideal Significant Other(physically): I am picky. Shoter than me. Blue/green eyes (purple is cool too). Long dark hair (natural red hair is cool too). Nice ass. I don't care that much about bust size, as long as their is something there, But since this is my "ideal" girls, then big breats are cool (but not too big, they can get scary. Nothing bigger than D, a C is good). Shave pubes. Sharp K-9's. Devil Horns are cool.
7. Ideal Significant Other(emotionally): Wow. Um. Basically just the same as me. The more in common, the better. I also like to feel needed. So.. yeah. Whoever is like me. Needy, kinky, out-going, good sence of humor, likes music alot. And also inteeligence is nice and a love for poetry and shiny objects. Owning a penguin is a plus. or a dog.
8. Bed room: Messy. Kinky bunk futon bed. computer. tv. clothes. windows. walls. ceiling. sharpies.
III Favorite
1. Food: Italian food is cool. Any unhealthy fast food (mcdonalds, burger king, popeyes chicken). M&M's
2. Drink: Coca-Cola. Rally Cola. Kool-Aide.
3. Band: Oh, this question is original. drainpipe
4. Celebraty: The guitarist of drainpipe
5. Movie: Lilo & Stitch was good. Pirates of the carribean. edward scissor hands. The crow. Spiderman. The breakfast club
6. Word: fuck
7. Color: i don't really have one anymore.
8. Kisser: *sigh* bri.
9. Subject: School? English or Instrumentals. Why cant this just be part of the favorites section?
IV Dis-likes
1. Person:
2. Subject: Basic Computer Hardware maintanance
3. Band: Max and zack's band. drainpipe sucks too.
4. Song: *shrug*
5. Color: I guess if you mix orange, brown, and purple together.. that would be an ugly color.
V Do you/Have you ever
1. Drink: Yes.
2. Sex: yes.
3. Smoke: yes, used too.
4. Loved somone: yes
5. Been hospitalized: Yes.
6. Cried: Yes.
7. Cheated: At a game? yes. on a girl? NEVER!
8. Masturbate: No.
9. Missed someone: Hasn't everybody. fuck off.
VI What comes to mind
1. Cow: moo
2. B: bri
3. Blue: mammoth
4. Vagina: teeth
5. Marker: sharpie
6. Rape: me
7. Bush: ugh
8. Water: cookies
9. Sad: suicide
Wow, That is a bad survey! DIE! I bet I could do better. But I am to lazy.
Well bye.