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Today was too long and not long enough at the same time! I woke up on my own which was disappointing. I was really hoping Shannon would wake me up with breakfast. I went back to sleep for a little bit before she showed up at about 10:45. I think we just laid down for a while. Tried to get off but with no success. I showered. Then we cleaned my rats' cage. Shannon calls it Rats's Cage. Then we went to trader joes and i bought some hummus wrap. It was okay except for the grass taste. We were going to see a movie but nothing was playing within 2 hours. SO we went home and watch some shows on hulu.com. Tried to get me off again with no success.
After she left i played a very interesting game of Left 4 Dead. The whole time i had a ping of 1300-1700. Wicked weird. Now i am just writing this and talking to Rxanna. And now for March 29th in past years. Again, i only have two entries.
March 29 2008: a poem
did you bring your coat last night?
things are getting pretty wild out here
im still thinking of
all the shit you said to me last night
put your arms around these thoughts you bring to me
im still screaming
"where do we go from here"
why is everything coming down to this?
we may never know
so bring your words to a halt
lay still and stop your breathing
im still waiting by your hands
for all this dreaming to come around
crawling inside distant places
where you last left your face
your makeup look so washed up
your face is looking used up
so bring these words to a halt
lay still and slow your breathing
im still waiting here
and your dreams are crashing down
so broken now
so broken now
when everything you have said
feels like empty boxes of furniture
we all felt this way before
we all want to see you go away
so lets bring these words to a close
lay dead lay dead lay dead and stop your breathing
im not waiting here any more
your dreams were nothing but lies
nothing but lies
March 29 2006: I guess i losty my journals that i kept while hospitalized for the second or third time.
http://sadpenguin.livejournal.com/2008/03/29/
http://sadpenguin.livejournal.com/2006/03/29/
After she left i played a very interesting game of Left 4 Dead. The whole time i had a ping of 1300-1700. Wicked weird. Now i am just writing this and talking to Rxanna. And now for March 29th in past years. Again, i only have two entries.
March 29 2008: a poem
did you bring your coat last night?
things are getting pretty wild out here
im still thinking of
all the shit you said to me last night
put your arms around these thoughts you bring to me
im still screaming
"where do we go from here"
why is everything coming down to this?
we may never know
so bring your words to a halt
lay still and stop your breathing
im still waiting by your hands
for all this dreaming to come around
crawling inside distant places
where you last left your face
your makeup look so washed up
your face is looking used up
so bring these words to a halt
lay still and slow your breathing
im still waiting here
and your dreams are crashing down
so broken now
so broken now
when everything you have said
feels like empty boxes of furniture
we all felt this way before
we all want to see you go away
so lets bring these words to a close
lay dead lay dead lay dead and stop your breathing
im not waiting here any more
your dreams were nothing but lies
nothing but lies
March 29 2006: I guess i losty my journals that i kept while hospitalized for the second or third time.
http://sadpenguin.livejournal.com/2008/03/29/
http://sadpenguin.livejournal.com/2006/03/29/