Jul 20, 2008 12:19
1. I feel some sort of strange attraction to you. Maybe it is because, for the first time, i have a mutual likeness with someone who is not crazy. A female who is mature for her age. A female with innocence and purity. The exact opposite of a lot of the previous girls i have gotten involved with.
2. You are amazing. I think things could work... for at least a little while... but you are broken. damaged. crazed.
3. i came deathly close to falling IN love with you. i still wish things had worked out differently. I feel we were closer than close. i think it was a lucky and fortunate closeness. I wish the little flaws you do have weren’t big ones. i will always miss you and always wish it worked out. i also hope you realize one day that you recently had sex with someone carrying genital herpes AND the clap... i trust you still get checked. AND i do keep track of the IP addresses from comments on my journal
4. You are a grand friend and a very respectful one. I am glad we are friends again. very glad.
5. i greatly respect your integrity and self control. you came very close to cheating on your BF and you were able to stop yourself. I wish all girls and boys could do the same. i am jealous that i am not the one you are able to stop yourself from cheating on.
6. what the fuck? you are fucking crazy. off your rocker. All my past girls combined are not as fucked up in the head as you. if it were not for the fact that the sex is absolutely and utterly amazing beyond all belief, i would have told you to leave me be. i am also fairly confident that you sent yourself those flowers.
7. believe it or not i still think of you, miss you, and worry about you. i cannot help but blame myself for everything. and i hope you are okay.
8. you are the perfect fuck buddy.
9. i have a strange platonic love towards you and your daughter. the only other people i love like that is my family and i don’t know if it is because you have a baby daughter or what... i hope she turns out alright.
10. don’t die on me. please.
mystery girls,
roxanna mcdade,
stephanie,
nina,
2008,
list,
corri