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You know the part in Tetris where everything becomes so fast you just cannot beat the level? That is how my life feels right now. Everything seems to be moving way too fast and i can't really control it. i am just rolling with the tide.
Something has been on my mind for a while now and it pisses me off. This is so stupid, but WHY the FUCK do people need to ask me what i eat on thanksgiving? As if being a vegetarian puts a damper on my holiday. i have had seven people ask me the same question: "What do you eat on thanksgiving". i honestly cannot help staring at them as if they are joking with me. It is possibly one of the stupidest questions, considering the fact that out of the humongous array of foods, ONE of them is meat. So i stare at them and i say "uh.... everything except the turkey..." or "uh.... corn, stuffing, potatoes, pie........". It pisses me the fuck off. It is worse than when i get the question referring to a normal day. It is dumb. As if i am supposed to answer "oh man, nothing. i eat nothing... i don't have any options....oh yeah! except THE GIGANTIC ARRAY OF FRUITS, VEGETABLES, AND GRAINS YOU DIPSHIT!!!!!"
Q. What do you eat on thanksgiving?[being vegetarian]
A. Corn, Stuffing, Potatoes, Mashed Potatoes, Cranberry Sauce, Rolls, various types of Squash, Carrots... basically everything.
Another question that i don't care for is "how are you?". Especially if it is through instant messenger. When you think about it, you hardly get/give the real answer, unless it is with someone you are really close with. "How are you". If i am honest and say something similar to "i am miserable" then you feel as though you are seeking attention or sympathy. Plus, you don't really want to get into a conversation as to why you are miserable... which is bound to happen. So you are just about to type "i am doing great" when you realize that they will never believe that. They will think you are being wicked sarcastic. Or you feel bad because maybe they aren't doing great and by saying that you are doing really good, you make them more upset. SO you end up just sending the words "i am okay" or something similar to that. The funny thing is, i cannot help but ask people that question sometimes because i honestly want to know how they are doing. heh.
i am so cold right now. *burr*
i am still trying to predict what big thing is going to go wrong soon. Financially, everything is going nice... too nice. It is sketchy. i need to buy a headlight cover for my van and then get it inspected.
i hate that fucking bowflex commercial with that Michael Palinko fellow who is "living" his "dream" by "playing in a rock band" I bet his rock band sucks.
i don't like shows that try to popularize cultures/lifestyles that pertain to me. Like Miami Ink. i know that sounds stupid. But in my eyes it is like "Hello Kitty". You see hello kitty clothing everywhere as it is being popularized. People buy it and don't even know what "hello kitty" is... they know nothing about it. But it is cute, so they buy it. i hate that. i really do.
i don't think i am going to like today. i hate the holidays so much. November through February are the worst months of the year for me. i think i am going to get ready for work and show up early. Christie E hasn't been online :( i bet it is because of her new toy.
i am just rambling now. byes.
Relationships Built On Looks and Fashion
in my eyes you will always be perfect
never lose sight of last resorts
i am screaming because you don't seem to hear me
if everyone is fucked up, then i am the normal one
i can tell you over and over
"you are fine the way you are"
but it just doesn't fucking matter
i feel so distant
my opinions are bullshit
worthless
you are perfect you are perfect
you are perfect
YOU ARE PERFECT
you don't need to change a thing
i am flying high again
noticing only grey stars in your eyes
can all this even be real?
am i still dreaming like a stuffed pig?
i am nothing to you
yet everything
i feel so dark and crisp from the long awaited sun
is this even for real?
are you for real?
you are almost there, hon
soon you will be perfect in his eyes
perfect
Something has been on my mind for a while now and it pisses me off. This is so stupid, but WHY the FUCK do people need to ask me what i eat on thanksgiving? As if being a vegetarian puts a damper on my holiday. i have had seven people ask me the same question: "What do you eat on thanksgiving". i honestly cannot help staring at them as if they are joking with me. It is possibly one of the stupidest questions, considering the fact that out of the humongous array of foods, ONE of them is meat. So i stare at them and i say "uh.... everything except the turkey..." or "uh.... corn, stuffing, potatoes, pie........". It pisses me the fuck off. It is worse than when i get the question referring to a normal day. It is dumb. As if i am supposed to answer "oh man, nothing. i eat nothing... i don't have any options....oh yeah! except THE GIGANTIC ARRAY OF FRUITS, VEGETABLES, AND GRAINS YOU DIPSHIT!!!!!"
Q. What do you eat on thanksgiving?[being vegetarian]
A. Corn, Stuffing, Potatoes, Mashed Potatoes, Cranberry Sauce, Rolls, various types of Squash, Carrots... basically everything.
Another question that i don't care for is "how are you?". Especially if it is through instant messenger. When you think about it, you hardly get/give the real answer, unless it is with someone you are really close with. "How are you". If i am honest and say something similar to "i am miserable" then you feel as though you are seeking attention or sympathy. Plus, you don't really want to get into a conversation as to why you are miserable... which is bound to happen. So you are just about to type "i am doing great" when you realize that they will never believe that. They will think you are being wicked sarcastic. Or you feel bad because maybe they aren't doing great and by saying that you are doing really good, you make them more upset. SO you end up just sending the words "i am okay" or something similar to that. The funny thing is, i cannot help but ask people that question sometimes because i honestly want to know how they are doing. heh.
i am so cold right now. *burr*
i am still trying to predict what big thing is going to go wrong soon. Financially, everything is going nice... too nice. It is sketchy. i need to buy a headlight cover for my van and then get it inspected.
i hate that fucking bowflex commercial with that Michael Palinko fellow who is "living" his "dream" by "playing in a rock band" I bet his rock band sucks.
i don't like shows that try to popularize cultures/lifestyles that pertain to me. Like Miami Ink. i know that sounds stupid. But in my eyes it is like "Hello Kitty". You see hello kitty clothing everywhere as it is being popularized. People buy it and don't even know what "hello kitty" is... they know nothing about it. But it is cute, so they buy it. i hate that. i really do.
i don't think i am going to like today. i hate the holidays so much. November through February are the worst months of the year for me. i think i am going to get ready for work and show up early. Christie E hasn't been online :( i bet it is because of her new toy.
i am just rambling now. byes.
Relationships Built On Looks and Fashion
in my eyes you will always be perfect
never lose sight of last resorts
i am screaming because you don't seem to hear me
if everyone is fucked up, then i am the normal one
i can tell you over and over
"you are fine the way you are"
but it just doesn't fucking matter
i feel so distant
my opinions are bullshit
worthless
you are perfect you are perfect
you are perfect
YOU ARE PERFECT
you don't need to change a thing
i am flying high again
noticing only grey stars in your eyes
can all this even be real?
am i still dreaming like a stuffed pig?
i am nothing to you
yet everything
i feel so dark and crisp from the long awaited sun
is this even for real?
are you for real?
you are almost there, hon
soon you will be perfect in his eyes
perfect