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blar. i am cold.
i have to be at work at 12.
Christie Front Bag stopped by last night for a minute or two. She needed to pick up 'a shirt that she left here a while ago'. Mmmm. i got to touch her ass and i almost shoved my tongue down her throat... woah. Mmmmmm. i have been anxious all week to finally spend some time with her. i keep going over our plans in my head. nap, cuddly, movies, eggplant parm., and whatever other adventures lay ahead.
katie seems to be my new flirt toy at work. i can't explain it, but she is really[overly] flirtatious with me to the point that it is way too obvious that she is joking. i just dont know if she is making fun of me and thinks i am too dumb to notice, or if she is just trying to be as dry in her humor as i am. Nick has something to do with it as well because he feeds into it a lot and i think he is coaching her. i would not be surprised is this whole thing is his idea of a 'sick' joke. he is like that. i love it.
i need to remember to take my meds before i leave for work. i also need to make some time tomorrow night to jack off. It is sad when i actually have to plan and set time aside to do this. like a girl.
i hope christie e can obtain a car for saturday. That way i can just sleep in and she can join me whenever. i don't mind picking her up, but it will be hard for me to go back to sleep when i get back. i suppose i could take like 25 or 50mg of my seroquel. we shall see.
adri is doing miserable. she hasn't come out and told me this and i deff have not read her lj. i just can tell by the way she talks to me online. it is driving me crazy. she shouldn't be miserable. at all. rob should be making her overlyt happy. blar. she thinks she needs to lose more fucking weight. she feels unattractive. what the fuck is this dick doing?
mary-lous is open!!!!! HORRAY!!! Fuck you dunkin donuts! finally, GOOD COFFEE AGAIN! for when i actually drink it... their coffee is so good and i guess the place is like a hooters of the coffee and donuts world. the bitches wear short shorts.
i am sooo cold. i guess i best dress warm for work. i can get through this. i only have to work 5 hours today.
OH SHIT!!!!! I forgot i told my mother i would go to her house after work. fuck. fuck cock. fuck my cock with a warm pussy. more anxiety now.
and when i am about to have an anxiety attack, everyone knows i LOVE to make a list!:
work 12-5
mother's 530 until... maybe 8 or 9
sleep. i would like to try and go to sleep early
work 7-6
after work. hopefully talk to christie e online and find out about saturday. i also need to do some shopping, maybe. i need something to make my bed comfy again. food for saturday.
oh man i need to go
soooo anxious
fuck
i have to be at work at 12.
Christie Front Bag stopped by last night for a minute or two. She needed to pick up 'a shirt that she left here a while ago'. Mmmm. i got to touch her ass and i almost shoved my tongue down her throat... woah. Mmmmmm. i have been anxious all week to finally spend some time with her. i keep going over our plans in my head. nap, cuddly, movies, eggplant parm., and whatever other adventures lay ahead.
katie seems to be my new flirt toy at work. i can't explain it, but she is really[overly] flirtatious with me to the point that it is way too obvious that she is joking. i just dont know if she is making fun of me and thinks i am too dumb to notice, or if she is just trying to be as dry in her humor as i am. Nick has something to do with it as well because he feeds into it a lot and i think he is coaching her. i would not be surprised is this whole thing is his idea of a 'sick' joke. he is like that. i love it.
i need to remember to take my meds before i leave for work. i also need to make some time tomorrow night to jack off. It is sad when i actually have to plan and set time aside to do this. like a girl.
i hope christie e can obtain a car for saturday. That way i can just sleep in and she can join me whenever. i don't mind picking her up, but it will be hard for me to go back to sleep when i get back. i suppose i could take like 25 or 50mg of my seroquel. we shall see.
adri is doing miserable. she hasn't come out and told me this and i deff have not read her lj. i just can tell by the way she talks to me online. it is driving me crazy. she shouldn't be miserable. at all. rob should be making her overlyt happy. blar. she thinks she needs to lose more fucking weight. she feels unattractive. what the fuck is this dick doing?
mary-lous is open!!!!! HORRAY!!! Fuck you dunkin donuts! finally, GOOD COFFEE AGAIN! for when i actually drink it... their coffee is so good and i guess the place is like a hooters of the coffee and donuts world. the bitches wear short shorts.
i am sooo cold. i guess i best dress warm for work. i can get through this. i only have to work 5 hours today.
OH SHIT!!!!! I forgot i told my mother i would go to her house after work. fuck. fuck cock. fuck my cock with a warm pussy. more anxiety now.
and when i am about to have an anxiety attack, everyone knows i LOVE to make a list!:
work 12-5
mother's 530 until... maybe 8 or 9
sleep. i would like to try and go to sleep early
work 7-6
after work. hopefully talk to christie e online and find out about saturday. i also need to do some shopping, maybe. i need something to make my bed comfy again. food for saturday.
oh man i need to go
soooo anxious
fuck