FML

Jun 13, 2010 14:48

Friday I was "sick" and just laid in bed. My head and stomach both hurt and have been in a funk for awhile but especially this weekend. I know it's because Wednesday according to my itouch app I'm getting my period. I've been getting extra emotional when I get it for months now and it's it totally completely sucks.

Sarah and I scheduled to have a bunch of us from work get together and meet at this local pub in Athens that's like an English pub. A bunch of people including Younger Guy have been saying how they wanted to have a get together like we use to but haven't done in about a year. So I scheduled one Memorial Day weekend on Friday after work because most of the people would get paid that day. So we did and Younger Guy was acting weird...somewhat. Okay off. Nearby there's this cool place that serves Wine, beer, cheese, etc. Sarah and I love it and she wanted to go by there right afterward. So naturally no one else wants to go including Younger Guy. *rolls eyes* I love it when people who are like "we need to have a get together blah blah blah" and then we schedule it and then they don't really do it. They show up but don't really participate.

Ever since he's gotten a girlfriend he's acting weird. She makes him watch Glee which he doesn't like. Sarah commented that it was odd that he's even watching it because he's so judgmental about those things. And she's right. He is. And he wore a baseball hat. It's weird. I just looked at him. Anyways. He works more days now starting last week but the same hours. While I was there last week, I didn't even bother to talk to him. Tho I hit him with a cart and told him to move while he was talking to his boss because he was in my way.

Yeah. I'm almost this close to removing him from my facebook list..and I've deleted a bunch of people because they don't talk to me. That included my uncle and my cousin's husband both of whom I got to know while I lived in NC. I commented on a few things or wrote on their walls and they never responded. So Eff them.

So I might just go and remove him now. Not like he would notice since he hasn't commented on my list in like a month. So yeah. i'm glad he's leaving in August. And it's not the gf thing either. He's just acting weird. Besides, he's more Sarah's friend then mind. 


I'm also depressed because I keep getting bad or rather negative thoughts when it comes to Harry. I don't feel like he's my dog. He feels more like my parents dog. I know it's because my parents are home all day and spend more time with him but I don't know. Maybe I haven't gotten over my cat's death nearly a year ago. I just feel like when I move out that I'm going to have to have him stay here with my parents. I haven't told them that yet but it's what I feel. I think it would be better for him because he would be inside all day for 8 plus hours and with being with my parents he would have undivided attention. I feel selfish and giving at the same time. I also feel like a terrible person but feel like blaming my mom for over stepping her bounds when it comes to him. Sigh. I hate my life. 

younger guy, parents, harry, period

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