Part 2 of my drabbles. Promise the next batch would be more fluff-ish.
4.
“Kame-senpai, what’s the hardest part about being an Idol?”
“Answering annoying juniors’ questions!” Kame said smiling at Yuto.
“Hey!”
What Kame really wanted to say was, ‘When you don’t know who you or anyone else is anymore.’
5.
“Kame I’m back from L.A.”
“Akanishi, you’ve been back for a week already.”
“Then look at me Kame!”
“I am Akanishi. I’m looking.”
“What do you see?”
Kame stared long and hard hoping the person before him would change back. He was hoping to find something that reminded him of the others former self.
“I see someone I no longer know.”
6.
Kame stood in front of the haunted house in Disneyland. Memories of him and Jin filled his mind. Time after time they would go into the haunted house together only to come out separately. Jin would always abandon him when things got scary, and Kame would have to face it himself.
“Have fun in L.A. Jin, because this is the last time you will abandon me.”
7.
Okinawa will always be a special place Kame. Whenever he comes back to the beach his whole mask falls off and he is able to be himself again. He cries and shouts all he wants at the sea without any consequences. Kame’s tired of the world, tired of his life, tired of everything. Dealing with all of this problems use to be easier with AT-TUN, with Jin by his side. But now they wanted nothing to do with him.
“I give up.”
Kame whispers as he walks deeper into the sea.
8.
Kame was fading into nothingness and Jin didn’t know what to do. He use to know everything that had to do with the younger but they were no longer friends, just co-workers. And it was Jin’s fault they were like this now. He hated the whole Shuuji to Akira fiasco but he hates himself more for how he treated Kame. The gap between them seems to just keep getting bigger and bigger.
Rehearsal just finished and Kame looked even more tired than usual.
“Here.”
Kame looked up with confused eyes at Jin, but there was also a hint of appreciation.
“Thanks.”
Jin decided that he’ll just have to take on step at s time to close the gap between them.