drabbles
Sangbae
It's not fair. He's worked so hard for this moment, the pain, the sweat, the tears were all for his debit. Yet instead of being on stage with his bandmates, he was sitting on the hospital bed as his replacement lip-synced to his voice. Cheondoong was living his life, with his friends, his brothers whom he trained with for two years. It hurt, so much how easily he was replaced. How they can act like he was never there and it was Cheondoong all along, how the fans would never know that until a few days ago, Dara's little brother was no where near J.Tunes. No connection with the other members, no nothing. He was just another kid, hell he wasn't even a trainee at the company.
Sangbae wasn't going to lie, he was bitter. He didn't hate Cheondoong but it was hard to just watch the screen and be happy for the boy. Was God punishing him for a mistake he made in his previous life? Was that why he was laying in bed, instead of standing on the stage, singing his heart out, dancing with MBLAQ.
A gasp left his lips as he tried to breath, his vision blurred. It wasn't fair. Someone was living his life, while he was going to die. Die a nobody that no one would care about. Not impact on the rest of the world. It was pathetic that he thought this way, this wasn't who he was. But he couldn't help it, these feelings just wouldn't go away. The day he wasn't allowed to sing anymore was the day that he changed.
Byunghee (TYKEYS)
they were young and full of dreams. if they had passion, they could make it. unstoppable. they would show the world what they were made of and everyone was going to love them. all the hardship they've dealt with would be worth it because they were going to be famous, they were going to be stars.
reality was nothing like that. they were young, too young. with minimal guidance, the trio were lost. no one understood their music. their passion wasn't enough. they tried and they tried but no one cared, their music wasn't mainstream enough, it wasn't catchy. but they were true to themselves, to who they were and the music they loved. even if they were considered a flop, those songs made byunghee happy. it expressed who he was, what TYKEYS represented.
but that's all in the past now, years ago when he was more naive, more immature. the experience, what other's considered a failure would always be an important part of his life. that was when he was happiest as a musician. it's not that he hates being in mblaq but TYKEYS was built all on their own, without one member the group wouldn't work, none of them were replaceable. MBLAQ was built by J.Tunes, if one person drop out, they can easily find a new one.