So last night was pretty bad....
Sooo tired and depressed that i canceled plans with two groups of friends last night, told uncle that i had plans but then canceled on them and canceled on him too. Fortunately he went to my home for dinner which I did the same thing.
Depressed not necessarily solely about dad but about myself and the "What to do with myself" issue. Still want to do opto but if i'm staring at a wall, is it worth it? Is B-school and opticianry really the better option?
Should see a shrink. I hate crying and last night was really bad with the sobbing. :(
I just need to talk with someone who doesn't really know me so can't really judge me right?
And need to find a hobby and something i could be good at.
And it's March.
6 years coming soon and i need to write a poem... fro dad.
Depressed not necessarily solely about dad but about myself and the "What to do with myself" issue. Still want to do opto but if i'm staring at a wall, is it worth it? Is B-school and opticianry really the better option?
Should see a shrink. I hate crying and last night was really bad with the sobbing. :(
I just need to talk with someone who doesn't really know me so can't really judge me right?
And need to find a hobby and something i could be good at.
And it's March.
6 years coming soon and i need to write a poem... fro dad.