May 19, 2005 16:40
hmmm its strange you think you're in charge of emotions then it hits... At the moment my boy is away and i'm at home with his bro's gf and yeah my mind won't stop. its not like i haven't spent any time away from him before but i miss him like crazy... damn males... he sends me crazy sometimes but yeah i don't know he is different from any other, i have settled down into a quiet life of going out every once and awhile and thats it... and when i do i don't even go out to get drunk or to forget whats happening i go out for a bit of time to enjoy out of the house...
times are changing maybe i'm waking up to myself... who knows...