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hmm maybe i had a bad start to the year already.. hmmm feel bad so many people i said i would see and things just got out of hand nye. hmmm kinda feel guilty though want to see one person who i haven't seen in so long and i let him down.
hmmm but one thing came out of the weekend i found out i still have feelings for someone who i've known a while. but somehow i still think he doesn't feel the same way well just the impression i got. found out a couple of others still have a thing for me so i tried to avoid them as much as possible which was alright but yeah.... took someones advice and tried not to stress so much sat onwards it helped a bit...
dad got out of hospital today i was alseep when he got home, and for once i wasn't hung over when i got home.... i'm not finding the enjoyment of getting drunk or anything anymore, which is probably a good thing...
making goals i am, by winter i want to be in brisbane again living, but first i must get a job there otherwise my plans won't work. i'm going to finish my interior design course. i'm going to save most of my money so i can move. no more drugs ever. and make time to find who i am and what i want and need... just the basics for a start i can work on them a bit more but yeah...
*hugs*
hmmm but one thing came out of the weekend i found out i still have feelings for someone who i've known a while. but somehow i still think he doesn't feel the same way well just the impression i got. found out a couple of others still have a thing for me so i tried to avoid them as much as possible which was alright but yeah.... took someones advice and tried not to stress so much sat onwards it helped a bit...
dad got out of hospital today i was alseep when he got home, and for once i wasn't hung over when i got home.... i'm not finding the enjoyment of getting drunk or anything anymore, which is probably a good thing...
making goals i am, by winter i want to be in brisbane again living, but first i must get a job there otherwise my plans won't work. i'm going to finish my interior design course. i'm going to save most of my money so i can move. no more drugs ever. and make time to find who i am and what i want and need... just the basics for a start i can work on them a bit more but yeah...
*hugs*