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I just went on date number two with Mr. really-nice-but-not-my-type guy. I had to break it to him that I don't really want to go on a romantic valentines dinner with him. I don't care what any guy says, being the girl is so hard b/c it's so hard to have to reject people. I feel liek I should give this guy the best shot that I can, and yet I don't want to lead him on too long if I'm really not feeling it. So, I don't know. I let him know that I was unsure about everything. So I guess I feel better, but now he's kinda sad and that makes me feel like crap. UGHHHHH. I gotta sleep. Oh, it doesn't help that Aaron didn't call me back tonight. The first freaking day that I actually call him and NOTHING. Jerkface. I'm tired of spending hours and hours on the phone with him and it leading to nothing.