(no subject)
"if you, you are
the bolts that are making
the earth spin
then i have failed
to embrace the touch
of my own skin..."
it has come to my attention that i fail at making relationships work.
yes. admittedly, when it comes to falling in love, or anything resembling this, i just cannot get it right.
i am thinking that it is because i am not happy with myself, and therefore, don't know how anyone else could be.
here's my solution:
fix me.
take everything i don't like about myself, and do something about it.
love me first.
i'm not so fucked up that i don't see that i'm not someone worth having/knowing/loving.
i just need to accept it. completely.
and, well, i like this idea.
will it work?
one can only hope.
"so please,
please make me see
that i'm better
than this machine
cause now... i know."
the bolts that are making
the earth spin
then i have failed
to embrace the touch
of my own skin..."
it has come to my attention that i fail at making relationships work.
yes. admittedly, when it comes to falling in love, or anything resembling this, i just cannot get it right.
i am thinking that it is because i am not happy with myself, and therefore, don't know how anyone else could be.
here's my solution:
fix me.
take everything i don't like about myself, and do something about it.
love me first.
i'm not so fucked up that i don't see that i'm not someone worth having/knowing/loving.
i just need to accept it. completely.
and, well, i like this idea.
will it work?
one can only hope.
"so please,
please make me see
that i'm better
than this machine
cause now... i know."