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[sadjeffrey]

if i had one of those big hunting knifes like what they use in movies
i would take it right now and jab it in my eyeball then pull it out
and look at it.

it would be bloody but it would also kind of be worth it
i mean how many of you have looked at your own eyeball
besides i'm not doing anything else worthwhile anyway

it would be one good story to tell here at least
better than nothing
i mean today i spent a lot of time staring at my feet
and laying on my back and looking at the ceiling

is that a good story to tell?
no.
but i will give you a general idea of what i have been doing
i guess

here is my life as i live it:

i watch television
sometimes i read
i go on the internet occaisionally too
on wednesdays i go to that church thing
which is still boring and weird
my dad is unemployed but we keep our distance
my mom works
and that is my entire life

nine days until i start school at york university
i wonder what that will be like