May 16, 2005 20:57
have you ever questioned the ones you call your "friends"? ... these past few days... hearing the drama that i hear... i certainly have... i'm the one in question when i've done absolutely NOTHING wrong... first off ...
Sam- Sorry we didn't get to talk like i wanted to last week but i've been sick and such so i'm sorry you gotta read it through this... i'm mad at you cause i saw, whether you knew you were or not, the way you were treating Brandon... Brandon is like a fucking brother to me... and i'm sorry i wasn't gonna stand for the shit you put him through. you and i used to be so close... hang out almost everyday... debate life... smoke black and mild's but once you got a boyfriend that all changed... not saying thats necisarrily (if i spelled that right) bad cause i know that when i see Steff all i wanna do is be around her... but i don't ditch my friends, i try to include them. and using the excuse that we weren't anything like your b/f was a poor excuse. if we were your real friends, which we are, we would except him. so sorry again i had to vent to this thing instead of telling you straight out. i'm all about being friends but i don't want you to hurt Brandon anymore... either do something or stop... its that simple...
Dave- even though you aren't gonna read this cause you don't have a livejournal, we've already talked about this one. you got on my case... BEHIND MY BACK!! about sitting with Steff in her car when we were all hanging out. i'm sorry but you know almost better than anyone Steff means more to me than anything else in this world and that i only get to see her on weekends. so expect me to act like that. 2nd you also know i suffer from depression... and i'm pretty sure you could tell i was down. is it possible that i just wanted to talk to someone i knew was going to be there for me? is that to hard to comprehend? Dave you're my homie man i value our friend ship it is awesome... come on we break fucking computers with a baseball bat when we get bored... how the fuck is that not fun lol.
Numerous people- don't say i've changed because i haven't. i'm the same Rob i always was. sure my clothing style has changed from all black and chains to jeans and chains but i'm still the same person... its not the cloths that make you who you are, its the personality.
and for all you other people out there that think you're ""god's" gift to mankind" GROW THE FUCK UP!!!!
this has been a rant brought to in part by me, Rob...
wow... i feel better now... still sick... but better... amazing!!!