Jan 12, 2005 21:32
im sick of my life... i have no friends and i get insulted for it all the time...
im sick of my age... the only people who seem to like me are older than me and that makes me feel left out because ill always end up having to stay behind...
im sick of my home... i hate living with my parents and i want to move out...
im sick of my school... i cant smoke and the only thing people like me for is protecting people and scaring people and i dont like to do that (although it gets its
occasional laugh and as you all may know... i love when i make people smile...)
im sick of my dirty, yet strangely uncontrolable habits... i am too fuckin annoying and although i only do it to make people laugh and smile, i go too far and
everyone hates me for it... i cant help being annoying its impulsive...
im sick of never having a relationship with anyone... its one of the main things that could keep me from going insane but ill never have one if im this annoying...
its kind of a lose/lose situation...
im sick of my dreams... i try so hard to fulfill them and all i get is people telling me to shut up or insults about them...
im sick of my fat... i hate looking like this and i cant find any way to help it... maybe if i had some support... some fucking friends...
im sick of everyone... all i ever get is "stop bitching" and other insults and its about to make me cry...
im sick of my self esteem... thanks to you cunts with all your witty little insults about my appearance and my personality...
i want to die by getting knocked out and put into a bath of liquid novocain...
that way ill die unconcious and without feeling this sickening pain...
so ill conclude with this
if you choose to help me with one of these subjects - i love you and im dead serious... people like you are all i have keeping my from tearing everybodys heads off...
if you think im a bitchy fat asshole - the only reason youre not already dead is because i let my anger out on myself... why do you think im so morbid you worthless piece of cock sucking shit... the idea is unimaginable of how sorry youre gonna be when i lose it...