PISSY DAY! (like that is something new)
Ok well today was pretty fucked. I am kinds pissed right now but if I am it is only my fault I put myself in a position I knew I was going to get hurt in but silly me I believed all the phyco bable I was fed I fell again stupid me when will I ever learn. Hmmm....it is a good thing nobody really gets on LJ anymore that mean I can say what I want about my situation and nobody will really know. Anyways so this is how my day went:
Woke up talked to Jason and Misty.Invited Misty over, invited Jason over smoke a bowl cut Rhonda's hair and put highlights in it, smoked another bowl, drank some alcohol, smoked another bowl, chilled for a while drank somemore, Crystal came over we matched so smoked two more bowls, then her and Jason left together. Fun day huh??? Yep fucking wonderful best day of my life shit NOT!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrr.....My fault I knew I shouldn't have done it but I gave someone a second chance and I shouldn't have so whatever I am not going to make a big deal of it errrr well......outside of my lj anyways. So yeah now I am sitting here bitching about shit to telly and she doesn't deserve it. I really really really fucking hope I am wrong but I am not sure I still haven't let my self go to fall enough and trust enough to say I am just over reacting. Oh well one of these days I will get it right and think about this shit before starting something Oh shit I should finish this up before it gets tooo long. Not that anyone will comment anyway I am so unloved online lately *pouts* well I guess that is all I should say for now luv yew all *huggles* buh-bi
Woke up talked to Jason and Misty.Invited Misty over, invited Jason over smoke a bowl cut Rhonda's hair and put highlights in it, smoked another bowl, drank some alcohol, smoked another bowl, chilled for a while drank somemore, Crystal came over we matched so smoked two more bowls, then her and Jason left together. Fun day huh??? Yep fucking wonderful best day of my life shit NOT!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrr.....My fault I knew I shouldn't have done it but I gave someone a second chance and I shouldn't have so whatever I am not going to make a big deal of it errrr well......outside of my lj anyways. So yeah now I am sitting here bitching about shit to telly and she doesn't deserve it. I really really really fucking hope I am wrong but I am not sure I still haven't let my self go to fall enough and trust enough to say I am just over reacting. Oh well one of these days I will get it right and think about this shit before starting something Oh shit I should finish this up before it gets tooo long. Not that anyone will comment anyway I am so unloved online lately *pouts* well I guess that is all I should say for now luv yew all *huggles* buh-bi