Moments in time.....

[sadisticnoxious]

I found myself with some associates tonite. Some would call them friends, but I
don't fancy thier company that often.
I want to know what's wrong with me. Why do my dreams haunt me, why does my past
torture me, and why do I seem to care. I know death doesn't scare me so why do I
find myself in such confusion. Do I want to be happy? This is a question that I
can't find an answer to.
I have always been close with misery and pain. So when you have not been truly
fortunate emotionaly blessed; How would you know what you're missing out on.

Sadisticnoxious