Just want to die......

[sadisticnoxious]

God it hurts, where you
left those marks, down
my back and around my
neck. You made me look
like I was in a big car
wreck.
I don't know what I said
this time to set you off.
Did I laugh too much or was
I too loud when I cough?
I just wanted to have
some fun. Do something
cool like play with a
water gun.
I thought I was begining
good, but I guess my mind
misunderstood.
That this is your world,
and i'm just your toy. That
I was made for you to enjoy.
No love was I supposed to feel.
As you watched me scream and
squeal.
I saw that smirk rise across
your face. Knowing deep down
that this was going to be hard
for me to erase.
You'll tell me that it's what
you have to do. Even though you
knew it was untrue. You would say
that it was all my fault. Even though
this was your assault. You would think
to your self what I did was so wrong.
As I thought that you were so strong.
You hit untill your arm was no longer
able to rise. As I slowly looked toward
the skies.
I used to think about how would I die.

Thanks for the marks.....
Sadisticnoxious