UPDATE NEEDED BITCHES
Its funny how shit always works out for a person. It seems that everything just doesnt go your way. Then everything miraculously changes for the better. It is like a series of ups and sowns, its really crazy. Shit is good lately, and this weekend iwas pretty tits. First off i put my glass in the air for Sir THomas MCguire, and his spectacular shindig. It was fucking great, BIll got pretty fucked, but other than that its all good. Mel came with, and had a blast, except for the whole mandy staring at here the whole time thing. Adam was right there wasdefinately a wall of tension readiating from mandy. She was so jealous of all of it. Granted shes my cousin and i was iffy but whatever its adam. Mandy definately still wants him. HIm mel are just friends, for now at least, you have no chance mandy give up....on sunday we had a bonfire and it was pretty cool. Dan fell on his ass cause the grass was slick, and adam bond rolled over the fire while holding a ciggarette. it was pretty damn funny. YEsterday was the shit day, and i mean shit as in bad. NOthing to do, just depressed as all hell for no reason. I think it was because mel wen tback tto ohio for awhile, meh its kind of boring, lol, when shes not here. I also kind fo felt like i drove her away, cause i was extremely negative. I am trying to make it easy fo rher to adapt, and introduce her to some ok people, but i dont think im doing a good job....ohwell shell be back ain a few days, and hopefully her carreer can pick up for her...i really hope she makes it, cause she seems so intent and set on it. SO i think anne hates me, its prolly impssible to even imagine anything betwwen me and her. SHe is so beautiful. I thinink yet again that adam is right ( one thing i would never want to admit two) that i set my sights to high, and i need to come down a lil bit. Lets face it im not the greatest looking guy in the world, so coming down with my sights should be good. Mr. BRown is all over my shoulder trying to catch me typing this shit, so im out, i need to update this sum a bitch more often. LAterz