Aug 22, 2004 23:00
yeah...ummm...computer not cooperating..so i havent fought with it enough to write in the last month and a half...but im gonna try to keep up with it now..
On another note, school is starting.......yippeee(not).....another year of hopeful outcomes destined to turn into failure....it blows....Ohwell. So i have been questioning myself lately. I wa ssitting at this hunk of shit computer wondering, why do i bitch about not having a gf but do dick about it. I like many girls, but i always bitch out and say nothing... for example i like kara still but for some reason i havent said shit, i think friendship is best but who knows until something is done...Theres also another who ive liked for a long time.... AnnE Hecht....I think i have liked her since like 8th grae or something like that, but always got intimidated by her .....again saying nothing.....Last but not last, i have yet to stop having feelingss for Tracy, i know friends is best, and i dont plan on changing anything, but it just makes me think why have i never said anything, i just sit back and stare, and wonder what it would be like....its time for i cahange i believe ....it would only make sense, this being the only thing i feel missing in my life....well see what happens, and ill try to keep this bitch updated
LaterZ