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my life has been one big emotional rollar coster lately. i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i were better at talking to people. im horrible at communicating. i really really like someone but i dont know how they feel for me, so instead of setting myself up for disaster i almost feel like distancing myself from him. if he doesnt want a relationship i might as well just stick with the other guy because at least i know where its going. the sex might not be as good, but at least he could never hurt me like the other one could. hopefully ill build up the courage to talk to him so that i can know where this is going.