hey
i belive this is my last entry that im going to write so i guess this is where i say goodbye im sick im tired and i can't take it anymore dont be mad if im not around and dont get sad if i cant be here it's not like the magority of people would be i remember when i fisrt came to this school this year everything was great what happened everybodys different most of us aren't talking and i cant seem to figure out how to stop fucking myself anf other people over but i have nothing to be sorry for except for all the hurt ive done im sorry everyone for getting involved with you all next year will be different cause i won't be here so be happy it'll make everything alot easier "fuck it" let that be your matto bridge-babe i miss chillin with you and im sorry we've had alot of fun this year and let fabian know i never really hated him jason matin im sorry i ever needed a lighter im sorry i ever got into your life cause i seem not to be that great of a person elia sorry i got so close to you nina sorry i dident get to know you better sara sorry for everything lexi sorry for not really being there for you...........
IM JUST PLAIN SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
PLEASE ELIMINATE ME FROM ALL OF YOUR LIVES
OR FUCK IT...........
FUCK IT ALL WHATS THE POINT TO WORK TOWARD A GOAL YOU'LL DIE BEFOR YOU'LL GET OR BE REALLY OLD AND NOT BE ABLE TO INJOY IT FUCK THE PACT FUCK LIFE FUCK DEATH FUCK FAMILY FUCK FRIENDS FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT IM BLANK I HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER THIS PLACE AS WELL AS ANY WHERE ELSE FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK ALL THIS SHIT THAT LIFE MAKES YOU LIVE THROUGH IT'S NOT WORTH IT..............
i hate this place but love the people my friends who are my family goodbye goodbye
see you if i can later in life im sorry for wasteing your time sorry for everything
im sorry
sincerly
lost