Total Eclipse of the Heart
Well I am doing fine for all that care or cared. I'm sure he is doing fine himself. We have our lives where we began, and even if our paths never cross again it won't be the end of our worlds. We will continue with our lives.
I'm not really looking for anyone right now. Just feeling like I should get on with my life and if love finds me and I accept it then grand, if not then its not meant to be. Before I was looking for love, and never found anything. Except with him, it was fun for the 10 months it lasted, but now its over.
"Every now and then I fall I apart"
Yeah, so right now I am just going with the flow of life and where ever it may take me, may I enjoy it as much I have been for the past 21 years. I mean it hasn't been a smooth ride, but if that were how life were suppose to be a smooth ride, then we wouldn't learn much of anything. Or learn how to make mistakes and learn from them.
Btw, no one give me grief on that line above. Because aside all of the things he put me through I still had feelings for him and still do. So I don't want to hear anymore about him and I after this journal. No writing him threats or anything. Just leave him alone. Like I told him he is the only person that can change himself.
I've had time to think things over, and its better that we seperated. He can persue his career and I can persue mine.
Again I apologize to everyone on this site for flaunting my dirty laundry online. I did it out of anger but now I see my childish move was not a good one. It should never of happen. That was a private conversation.
While I might talk to him on AIM still, no one give me grief, I've had enough to last me a life time. Thanks.
"I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you.."
I'm not really looking for anyone right now. Just feeling like I should get on with my life and if love finds me and I accept it then grand, if not then its not meant to be. Before I was looking for love, and never found anything. Except with him, it was fun for the 10 months it lasted, but now its over.
"Every now and then I fall I apart"
Yeah, so right now I am just going with the flow of life and where ever it may take me, may I enjoy it as much I have been for the past 21 years. I mean it hasn't been a smooth ride, but if that were how life were suppose to be a smooth ride, then we wouldn't learn much of anything. Or learn how to make mistakes and learn from them.
Btw, no one give me grief on that line above. Because aside all of the things he put me through I still had feelings for him and still do. So I don't want to hear anymore about him and I after this journal. No writing him threats or anything. Just leave him alone. Like I told him he is the only person that can change himself.
I've had time to think things over, and its better that we seperated. He can persue his career and I can persue mine.
Again I apologize to everyone on this site for flaunting my dirty laundry online. I did it out of anger but now I see my childish move was not a good one. It should never of happen. That was a private conversation.
While I might talk to him on AIM still, no one give me grief, I've had enough to last me a life time. Thanks.
"I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you.."