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Fuck I b/pd and then did it again and again. Then I ate and didn't purge and I just know I'm going to gain tomorrow. I just need to lose this weight. I've been trying to get these 3 pounds off me for a week. The thought of fasting keeps entering my mind but I don't know if I want to go back down that road. I just want to eat less than 500 calories. But some days I can't get it under that. I will keep working towards eating under 500. There are days where I do eat 300 or so but the majority of days it's been 600-850. I need to lose this weight and fast before I go insane.
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