The ending is not good
Real Fisting Action Jesus. I've come one step closer to my goal of actually MAKING Real Fisting Action Jesus. Now, I just have to be bored and high enough to think that it sounds like a good idea. Must inform the Erico. Who'd have guessed that my endeavors in toothbrush bracelet making in the 6th grade would bring me one step closer to the beautiful blasphemous creation of Eric's fucked up family memories.
In other news I am still mad, and I'm not giving up. Still incredibly mad. Hurt. Naked. Scorned. Selfish. Maybe on sunday I'll call him like 30 times. Yeah... that'll help my cause.
I need to finish my conversation with Jenna, too. Yeah...
I have to find out if someone's girlfriend is who I think they are. Because that would be funny as hell, and it would redeem my faith in stuff working out... or something fucked up like that. And, I figured out the whole scenario regarding a question about him anyway, so now I'm not all confused and such.
Bum makes me mad. Really mad. I don't know why it did, but what he said to Chris and Gerard clearly steamed Chris' pajamas because he's still talking about it, and it happened on monday. So, I'm kind of irritated that he did that. Actually, I'm really irritated. Who the hell does he think he is saying BULLSHIT like that? Not to mention, he got me involved in something that I did NOT want to get involved with. Ugh. And now I'm afraid that the truth is quite skewed, and that I'm never going to talk to someone again. But, I'm really sorry. It was a terrible mistake, and I wish I could just erase it. I don't know what I was thinking. It was totally stupid to say anything, and from what Jenna says, what I said is NOT what someone said I said. I didn't tell anyone about anything. And the ONE fucking thing that I said apparently got turned around, too. I need Raul. I need someone to answer their phone and let me talk to them. I need to tell my side, but mostly I just want to apologize. UGH! I feel so guilty. So stupid. I'm so sorry.
It was so special. So perfect. It has always been so special. Worth every tear... and that number is reaching about 10 million.
-Claire-
In other news I am still mad, and I'm not giving up. Still incredibly mad. Hurt. Naked. Scorned. Selfish. Maybe on sunday I'll call him like 30 times. Yeah... that'll help my cause.
I need to finish my conversation with Jenna, too. Yeah...
I have to find out if someone's girlfriend is who I think they are. Because that would be funny as hell, and it would redeem my faith in stuff working out... or something fucked up like that. And, I figured out the whole scenario regarding a question about him anyway, so now I'm not all confused and such.
Bum makes me mad. Really mad. I don't know why it did, but what he said to Chris and Gerard clearly steamed Chris' pajamas because he's still talking about it, and it happened on monday. So, I'm kind of irritated that he did that. Actually, I'm really irritated. Who the hell does he think he is saying BULLSHIT like that? Not to mention, he got me involved in something that I did NOT want to get involved with. Ugh. And now I'm afraid that the truth is quite skewed, and that I'm never going to talk to someone again. But, I'm really sorry. It was a terrible mistake, and I wish I could just erase it. I don't know what I was thinking. It was totally stupid to say anything, and from what Jenna says, what I said is NOT what someone said I said. I didn't tell anyone about anything. And the ONE fucking thing that I said apparently got turned around, too. I need Raul. I need someone to answer their phone and let me talk to them. I need to tell my side, but mostly I just want to apologize. UGH! I feel so guilty. So stupid. I'm so sorry.
It was so special. So perfect. It has always been so special. Worth every tear... and that number is reaching about 10 million.
-Claire-