if i feel that i could be certain then i would say the things i want to say tonight
springtime in olympia: a whirlwind of confusing and exciting emotions. i may have gotten in over my head. do people think that because i'm polyamorous i can't get hurt? maybe. that's unfortunate. or maybe that's not the case and i've just forgotten what it's like to date, as opposed to being in a stable and fulfilling relationship. it's scary to make yourself vulnerable to someone you hardly know.
just so you know, you're not the sun. i have a sun already, and it's myself.
gary (jed's work boyfriend) had a baby three days ago. or, rather, his wife did. jed and i went to meet him this afternoon and holy shit that kid is insanely adorable. i mean, yeah, he's a baby, but some babies, particularly 3 day-old ones, are hideous.
been living in a basement (evergreen print studio) a lot of the time. ironic given the weather. all i wanna do is be outside. except for today.
what a weird update.
just so you know, you're not the sun. i have a sun already, and it's myself.
gary (jed's work boyfriend) had a baby three days ago. or, rather, his wife did. jed and i went to meet him this afternoon and holy shit that kid is insanely adorable. i mean, yeah, he's a baby, but some babies, particularly 3 day-old ones, are hideous.
been living in a basement (evergreen print studio) a lot of the time. ironic given the weather. all i wanna do is be outside. except for today.
what a weird update.