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Feb 17, 2006 18:08

My friend was murdured last night... and I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.

I only knew her for a year, but we got fairly close. She was also good friends with my friends (Craven, Fox, Boom-Boom). I found out just before first period started, in yearbook. I when I walked in Cookie and the editors were looking through last year's yearbook. They said someone from yearbook last year had died and other things like "The one with the really long hair?" and "The one who was always in the Dark room?"... and I knew it was her before they told me. I learned later that her death was being investigated as a "suspisious death" with means one of two things: suicide or murder...

The conslors didn't help at all, they tried to get our minds (a group of us ended staying in the conslor's office for the first half of the day)off of it. But JC's best friend and I thought that we should start a fund to help her mom pay for the funeral and so we could feel like we were doing something useful. Hopefully we can get the school's ok and other people to help us out.

My grandma died over the summer, as many of you know, but this... this is something completely different. Someone you care about dying is one thing, but for them to be murdured... I'm sorry but I don't think that anyone can really understand how I feel just now.

I can only hope she's gone to a better place.
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