Some Men Can't Handel Their Fucking Arsenic.
At This Point...I DONT GIVE A FLYING RAT'S ASS WHO READS THIS.
I am So irritated right now, that I swear Im breaking out into a fucking rash.
Stright Up, Im sick of being put on the side lines of shit, i dont like to be the center of attention and I dont need it constantly, BUT FOR CHRIST SAKES, I DONT WANT TO BE STANDING THERE SAYING "WTF AM I CHOPPED LIVER?!" Am I the fucking remains of a Big after it's been slice into Ham!?
What!? Its Fucking rediculious. and Ive about put up with the shit for two years now, and Its starting to wear thin, I never saw myself as a demanding person, I just want to be apperciated, honestly not worshipped just apperciated, and In relationships made important.
Not Just there for there for the fucking convience of being there to suck a dick, help someone out, Spend time with when You have the chance.
Flaws. I have them I know.
They are...
Extream abouts of Jealously-- Yeah, I get Jealous, But when you've been fucked over so many times, you ahve trust issues. It fucking happens, Trust is something to be earned NOT given.
Insecurity- I am insecure, I have daddy issues, self esteem issues, trust issues please point out someone who doesn't.
Opinionated/ Judgemental--- STFU. Point out someone who doesnt Judge. FUCK you people judge me for being JudgeMental and opinionated.
Temper- Im working on it.
Lazy- I like my sleep, but again Im working on it.
Theres Many more and i know they've been showing lately, Ive been nitpicky but my emotions are on the fritz they are over reacted.
But I have strengths Too of course NO ONE LOOKS AT THOSE!
Im a strong person, emotionally, after all the shit Ive delt with Im still a somewhat hopefully, compassionate Human Being. and Admitting I need help and trying to do it safely i think is something People should fucking respect. How many FUCKING suicides do these cause but NO all you fucks can concentrate on is the negative affects Im showing Not how well Im handeling it for someone who feels CLINICALLY FUCKING INSANE. DAMN YOU!.
Im a Lover- Im like a fucking puppy. I love and I love hard when I do, and Do I get any type of loyality for that!? NO I GIVE MYSELF TO SOMEONE AND ALL THEY FUCKING DO IS PUSH ME TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SIDE TO DO WHAT THEY FUCKING WANTS. WHY THE FUCK DO I MOTHER FUCKING BOTHER. IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS. THE GREATEST THING IN LIFE IS NOT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN ITS TO FUCKING LOOK AT PEOPLE AND LAUGH IN FUCKING IRONY AS THEY FUCK UP AND LOSE SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN THEIR FUCKING LIVES FOR SELFISH FUCKING REASONS. WT FUCKING F YOU MOTHERFUCKINGCOCKSUCKINGTWATEATINGSONOFABITCHINFUCKINGPEOPLEIFUCKINGHATEALLOFYOUFUCKS
LOOK FUCKING AROUND AND SIT DOWN, MEDITATE, AND FUCKING LOOK AT YOUR MOTHER FUCKING PATHETIC LIVES AND PRIORITIZE, AND REALIZE NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIVES, THE CONNECTION YOU CAN HAVE WITH SOMEONE IS AMAZING ITS NOT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING HOPES, YOUR FUCKING DREAMS, WHAT YOU FUCKING DO, WHAT YOU FUCKING ACCOMPLISH ITS ABOUT BEING WITH PEOPLE AND THOSE WHO ARE MORE CONCENTRATED ON FUCKING MONEY AND BEING THE NEXT FUCKING DONALAD FUCKING TRUMP I HOPE YOU LOSE THE FUCKING ONES YOU FUCKING LOVE AND DIE WITH ALL YOUR MOTHER FUCKING POSSESIONS ALONE KNOWING THAT ANYONE YOU EVER MOTHER FUCKING LOVED YOU PUSHED AWAY TO ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING FUCKING BETTER YOU FUCKING SELFISH SON OF A BITCHES ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING MORE EXCITING SOMETHING BETTER.
FUCK YOU. DIE ALONE. DAMN YOU.
I am So irritated right now, that I swear Im breaking out into a fucking rash.
Stright Up, Im sick of being put on the side lines of shit, i dont like to be the center of attention and I dont need it constantly, BUT FOR CHRIST SAKES, I DONT WANT TO BE STANDING THERE SAYING "WTF AM I CHOPPED LIVER?!" Am I the fucking remains of a Big after it's been slice into Ham!?
What!? Its Fucking rediculious. and Ive about put up with the shit for two years now, and Its starting to wear thin, I never saw myself as a demanding person, I just want to be apperciated, honestly not worshipped just apperciated, and In relationships made important.
Not Just there for there for the fucking convience of being there to suck a dick, help someone out, Spend time with when You have the chance.
Flaws. I have them I know.
They are...
Extream abouts of Jealously-- Yeah, I get Jealous, But when you've been fucked over so many times, you ahve trust issues. It fucking happens, Trust is something to be earned NOT given.
Insecurity- I am insecure, I have daddy issues, self esteem issues, trust issues please point out someone who doesn't.
Opinionated/ Judgemental--- STFU. Point out someone who doesnt Judge. FUCK you people judge me for being JudgeMental and opinionated.
Temper- Im working on it.
Lazy- I like my sleep, but again Im working on it.
Theres Many more and i know they've been showing lately, Ive been nitpicky but my emotions are on the fritz they are over reacted.
But I have strengths Too of course NO ONE LOOKS AT THOSE!
Im a strong person, emotionally, after all the shit Ive delt with Im still a somewhat hopefully, compassionate Human Being. and Admitting I need help and trying to do it safely i think is something People should fucking respect. How many FUCKING suicides do these cause but NO all you fucks can concentrate on is the negative affects Im showing Not how well Im handeling it for someone who feels CLINICALLY FUCKING INSANE. DAMN YOU!.
Im a Lover- Im like a fucking puppy. I love and I love hard when I do, and Do I get any type of loyality for that!? NO I GIVE MYSELF TO SOMEONE AND ALL THEY FUCKING DO IS PUSH ME TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SIDE TO DO WHAT THEY FUCKING WANTS. WHY THE FUCK DO I MOTHER FUCKING BOTHER. IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS. THE GREATEST THING IN LIFE IS NOT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN ITS TO FUCKING LOOK AT PEOPLE AND LAUGH IN FUCKING IRONY AS THEY FUCK UP AND LOSE SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN THEIR FUCKING LIVES FOR SELFISH FUCKING REASONS. WT FUCKING F YOU MOTHERFUCKINGCOCKSUCKINGTWATEATINGSONOFABITCHINFUCKINGPEOPLEIFUCKINGHATEALLOFYOUFUCKS
LOOK FUCKING AROUND AND SIT DOWN, MEDITATE, AND FUCKING LOOK AT YOUR MOTHER FUCKING PATHETIC LIVES AND PRIORITIZE, AND REALIZE NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIVES, THE CONNECTION YOU CAN HAVE WITH SOMEONE IS AMAZING ITS NOT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING HOPES, YOUR FUCKING DREAMS, WHAT YOU FUCKING DO, WHAT YOU FUCKING ACCOMPLISH ITS ABOUT BEING WITH PEOPLE AND THOSE WHO ARE MORE CONCENTRATED ON FUCKING MONEY AND BEING THE NEXT FUCKING DONALAD FUCKING TRUMP I HOPE YOU LOSE THE FUCKING ONES YOU FUCKING LOVE AND DIE WITH ALL YOUR MOTHER FUCKING POSSESIONS ALONE KNOWING THAT ANYONE YOU EVER MOTHER FUCKING LOVED YOU PUSHED AWAY TO ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING FUCKING BETTER YOU FUCKING SELFISH SON OF A BITCHES ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING MORE EXCITING SOMETHING BETTER.
FUCK YOU. DIE ALONE. DAMN YOU.